7 - falling for death

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I find myself sitting on the edge of a rooftop around 7 stories or so high, to my left I set aside my phone listening to a song that'd hopefully try to cheer me up, although the main reason was just to drown out the silence, since I'd rather listen to something or someone to distract me, instead of being completely alone with my thoughts...

Y/n: "Maybe I was just too dense to notice the signs, maybe I was too blinded by love or something and then everything just..."

Y/n: "AH TO HELL WITH THIS MAN !" 

Trying to distract myself even more so than before, I turn to my right where a small box filled with energy drinks called "Hopium" was, quickly grabbing one I crack it open and take a sip, a bitter taste in my mouth at first causing me to cough violently and set it aside.

Trying to distract myself even more so than before, I turn to my right where a small box filled with energy drinks called "Hopium" was, quickly grabbing one I crack it open and take a sip, a bitter taste in my mouth at first causing me to cough vi...

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Y/n: "W-What the fuck kinda drink is this !?"

I slowly recover from what just happened and sigh, proceeding to look down at the city, the lights of which were mostly dim and there wasn't much that was too special going on, it was just... quiet.

Y/n: "How did it even come to this in the first place...?"

Y/n: "Everything fell apart so suddenly and just..."

A few images flash before my eyes, they were memories I didn't wanna remember, so to distract myself I grabbed the can I had opened and chugged it down, the taste even more bitter than before, causing me to just toss it behind me, intending to pick it up later.

Y/n: "God that's fucking disgusting..."

Y/n: "At least it should keep me awake for a while... or distract me, both work right about now."

Y/n: "Man... look at me... Y/n L/n, kind of popular... not really popular content creator sitting on a roof, thinking about ending it all simply cause I got fucking cheated on, plus I lost my channel cause of the bitch too..."

Y/n: "Why the fuck did I have to walk in on them... why does god and seemingly everything fucking hate me ?"

Closing my eyes, I try and focus on some positive things, memories I love, ones that make me happy and could potentially cheer me up but... they were all overshadowed by negative thoughts and memories, so I click my tongue and open my eyes, raising my left leg up as I tap my foot impatiently, all the while I shake my head and grab another can, opening it as I hear the sound of something rolling on the floor behind me.

Y/n: "Must be the can I emptied... although the wind is still and the weather is fine, so how would it move any more..."

I slowly take another sip as I turn around, curious what may have caused the noise, noticing nothing out of the ordinary as I shrug and turn back around, looking down at the city, the drink just as bitter as before.

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