Steddie :)

12.eddie/steve TW: SELF HARM

Once  I finish my shower, I get dressed into a nice Black Sabbath tee. I decided to put on a sweater on top of it because I'm cold. Im also pretty sure that this is Steve's sweater. I throw on a pair of tight fitting black jeans. And some white converse.

(Think of something that Charlie from heartstopper would wear.)

I'm basically stuck in the house until 4pm.

Steve
"And what else did you guys do?" Robin asked me
"Well I mean we got a shower...together"
"TOGETHER???" Robin shouted

"Shhh. There's other people in the store."

Robin takes my hand and drags me into the employee's only area

"TELL 👏 ME 👏 EVERYTHING👏" She claps

"Okay, well we went on a date on the beach, and like it was super cool, and then we made out in the water, but we were caught by some old couple, and then we got a shower together nothing happened though. And then he got sick and we went home, then my parents found out I was gay, while Eddie was on the phone. So that's something."

"Ouch dingus."

"Anyway. Do you want to go bowling or something with the kids and Eddie later?" I ask
  "Yeah sure!"
"I'll call and ask everyone."  I say

I call up the wheelers. And I think I interrupted something.

"Hello?" I say into the phone
"STEVEEEEE." Dustin yells
"HENDERSONNNN" I yell back

"So I was wondering if you guys wanted to go to the bowling alley later. With me Robin and Eddie." I ask

"Yeah, if Mike and Will can stop shoving their tongues into each other's." I hear max say in the background

"Oh. Uhm wow."
   "But yeah we'd love to." Dustin says

"I'll pick you guys up at let's say 5?"
  "Sounds like a deal to me."

I hang up the phone, and then I call Eddie to ask him if he wants to go.

The phone rings for a few seconds until Eddie answers.

"Hiya Steve!"
"Hii Eddie,so I had a question."
    "Okay! What's the question."
"Well me, the kids and Robin are all going bowling later, do you want to come?"

  "Yes!! I'd love to go."
"I have to work until 4:30 but I'll send Robin to pick you up at 4 and then we'll go get the kids."

"Okay!"

We say our goodbyes and hang up the phone.

I get back to Taking the returned VHS's and putting them back on the shelf, and taking  ones that had been rented out a lot and putting them on the "popular picks." Shelf in the front of the store. And a few on the front desk.

Once I had finished that I began cleaning up and dusting the shelves.

Eddie
(Right after they got off the phone.)

"You're so stupid Eddie!" I yell at myself

I look down at my arm, now covered in blood, not entirely blood but I had cut myself quite a lot, so the fresh cuts and non fresh cuts blended together.

I felt bad for self harming again. I've just been going through a lot.

I went to the bathroom and grabbed a wash cloth and wet it. And put it over my cuts. To clean them. It stung just a little bit. But I can't have Steve knowing this.