Memories and Strangers (A danisnotonfire fanfic )

10: A hidden danger

Okay. Hey (;

First of all, sorry for taking so long. I had  like three different drafts in completely different directions, but then I went for this. Also i wasn't sure to add the first POV. Just tell me if it's like too much or whatever. Anyways :D Enjoy ^^

Noones POV

He was lying flat on the ground of his dark room. His thoughts were running in circles for the last few hours. What happened last night? He has never felt like this before.

The only excitement he had ever experienced was by killing someone!

How could that have changed? All his life he had to deal with his strange longings and the fact, that he was a psychopath. Now he has got used to it and started accepting himslef. And then there comes this one girl and throws it all away. All the hard work. In one, daned away night.

What was wrong with him. He clenched his fists and hit the dirty ground. A cloud of dust was whirled up and made him cough.

What was that feeling?

He jumped up onto his feet and started walking through the room in large, quick circles

Pictures from last night flashed up in front of his eyes. He tried to get rid of them, but all he could think about were these blue eyes. These lips. Their touch, her laugh. Her voice.

”NO”, he shouted, hitting his forehead with his fist.

Why just why?

The only reason he got here, was to kill this one person!

Not to fall in love with a girl!

He tried to erupt his anger by hitting the wall.

His knuckles hurt and he screamed out  a curse.

The woman living in the apartment under him shouted up, in order to make him quiet.

A big mistake.

He could hear she was still drunk.

She was always drunk. He didn’t care about her. Did he?

His hand rushed into his pocket to feel the cold metal. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Then he hurried out of the door and ran downstairs, taking two steps at a time.

He hammered the woman's door and she opened. Her disgusting, whisky-breath greeted him and he shoved her into her flat.

Her glazed eyes wided in fear as he pointed the gun at her forehead. She tried to run away but he held her back on her greasy ponytail. Then he slowly pulled the trigger and the sound remained in his ears for some seconds.

He loosed his grip and the dead woman’s body fell down to the ground. He kicked her aside  and left. Satisfaction filled his heart. And a new feeling.

Guilt!

Shit.

Dans POV

Phil and I finally finished the script of my 1 million subscriber special video.

I still couldn’t quite believe it. I was so touched and impressed simultaneously, that there were so many people supporting me, with what I was doing. I didn’t consider my videos worth that much people watching. But apparently others did.

I always introduced myself as some random kid attempting to be as cool as everyone else on youtube. And now there were so many people watching me, fangirling about me, like I used to about others, when I was younger. I actually grew up to the person I once looked up to. The last years I have kind of been struggling with crisis what to do with my life. Now I was sure this was the right thing to do. Also I was having like radio shows and live shows and so many people loving what I was doing.