AFTER HIS BREAK UP

BREAK UP 7: Escaping techniques

AFTER HIS BREAK UP writtenbyexclusiveJ

Koj POV

In all my life. And the hereafter
I've never seen someone like you
You're a knife, sharp and deadly
And its me, that you cut into

Aaaaahg. >_____< Giving a big shit out of me. The hell. Bat yung Kay Kenz nilinis nya tapos may warm bath prepared pa. Yung akin hindi? As in bokya ! Itlog ! No score ! Bwisit na Bansot yun. Humanda lang yun----*sigh*

With a deal. Don't ever try to invade my room.

Okeeeey . Paynpaynpayn. Kasalanan ko na. Its my fault if my brother receives a special treatment while me still suffering here.

But I don't mind, infact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on and scared of you.

This room is a messy room. Kumbaga mini version ng mga dump sites ng SC. Buti nalang walang nakakakitang iba :((. Sumalampak ako sa sahig.

"A--a---aw--awch. Pmmfft!" Tinry kong kapain pwetan ko. Fuck. A lost thumbtacks. Delikado na ang buhay ko sa mismong kwarto ko. Saan nalang ba may safe place sa kwartong to ?

I crumpled my hair. So much frustrations. Its Dwarfy's fault. Yes she is ! Again and again. Panong hindi eh sya ang reason kung bakit ko natutunan ang pagdidifferentiate ng clean and dirty, organized and messy. Relax and frustrated. Big time sya kung mangyamot. Kainiiiiis.

"Wooooh, ang saraaaaap. Good enough for my tired body." Sigaw ni Kenz sa banyo. Che! Higupin ka sana ng octopus dyan sa bathtub. Sarap na Sarap sya sa pagbababad. Relaxing nga naman yun dahil ilang beses kaming sinalang sa rehearsals maghapon. NAKAKAINGGET. BOOSETT !

I looked on the left side. Choco wrappers, lost remote batteries, teared up magazines.

I looked on the right side. >____> pffft~
Scattered newspapers. Broken blank tapes. Old posters of my old idols. Crumpled papers na scratch ko in composing songs.

AYOKO NA ! IT MAKES ME CRAZY EVEN MORE.

I decided to jump in my bed to rest at tuyong tuyo na utak ko cause of negative cells that invades my brain.

*jump*

"Ara--pffft~" may bumaon na naman. Paksyeeeeet T_____T Butt torture nato T_____T. To see what is it, kinapa ko ulit pwet ko kahit medyo masakit.

Y_____Y

Y______Y

SCREW LANG NAMAN. AMP*TA. SAN NAMAN GALING TOH? Buti nalang sa gitna tumusok at hindi sa pisngi ng pwet ko. If it happens, singaw ang back bumps ko.

*Ting*

"Tama. Tama. I knew it ! Bukas na bukas talaga."

Sounds of bright idea. Bukas na bukas babawiin ko na lahat ng deal kay Bansot. Pwede na syang pumasok sa kwarto ko. Hindi na ako magagalit. Pwede nyang hawakan lahat. Mula sa pinaka walang kwentang bagay hanggang sa pinakamamahal ko si Jambee.

J: Jambee is Koj's baby. Also known as BARNEY. Ang baklang dinosaur. Hahahaha. Fave stuff toy nya yun at yun ang stress reliever nya. Hindi ito alam ng showbiz cause its sooooo gay thing if they will know. But Koji never wants to throw it away. Kahit pa daw mawalan sya ng career. Hahaha. BARNEY OBSESSION.