AFTER HIS BREAK UP

After years

KOJI POV

"Game na. Guys, move. On boards, Madrigalla. Archer, your sticks. Ok na ba yung set up ng mic ? Twins ?" -Senn

"Relax lang gurang. This is just a first day of practice. We still have 3months. A'right ?" -Vasper with calm voice at pinapatay yung upos ng sigarilyo nya sa isang pakalat kalat na ashtray.

"I want you guys to be prepared for the battle of the bands this year. Ngayon lang tayo sumali dito so I hope you'll cooperate. Nakakabatutan kasi ako eh. Kainis." In short nababakla sya.

"Hahahahahha." Natawa nalang kaming lahat.

"Yeah right. Your knees are visibly shaking. May takot ka rin pala sa kompetisyon, tanda." -Archer.

Senn sighed at lumabas nalang ng studio.

"Wala munang practice guys. Papacheck up muna ako." Then he wave his good bye.

After how many years eh buo padin ang UGs. May mga fiance at asawa na kami but still growing as one ang friendship namin.

Hindi ko alam kung may nagbago. Hindi ko alam kung masaya padin ako. Hindi ko alam kung ako padin ba ito. Hindi ko alam kung makakaya ko pang ngumiti ng malapad habang kinakanta ang kantang may lyrics na

OK LANG AKO ! Ok lang.

"You look so upset. If it's about Pam then why don't you try to fetch her from their studio ?" Suggest ng ever thoughtful kong kambal.

I just nodded at kinuha ko ang jacket ko para maka alis.

Studio STRIP*

"Tehehehe. Stop it Raven."

Yan ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko. Nilamon na nya ako. Bakit hindi ako nagtira ng pagmamahal para sakin ? Bakit binuhos ko lang sa kanya lahat ? Bakit nya ako sinasaktan ? Kinalas nya mismo ang taling ginawa ko para hindi kami maghiwalay na dalawa. Kumalas sya. Iniwan nya ang isang Koji Vi Even na minahal sya at minamahal sya.

I walked forward to get her AGAIN. I saw this scene like not just once. Pang isang daan na ata to na nakita ko syang may kasamang ibang lalaki but I choose not to be affected. I know how this industry moves. More issues, more struggles, more challenges.

"Bansot, tara na." I grabbed her out of the guy's lap and quickly force her to walk away.

She's not the old her !

"Hey ! What are you doing ?" She asked while resisting on the grip of my hand. Pinipigilan nya din yung paglalakad namin by pressing her feet too much on the ground.

"Ikaw ang dapat tinatanong ko nyan. WHAT.ARE.YOU.DOING.WITH.THAT.GUY. Aika, it's not funny anymore. I choose to stay beside you then this? You're too much. I can't tolerate you by now."

"EH BAKET ? SINO KA BA SA BUHAY KO ? HA ? DRIVER LANG KITA. LOOSER."

That made me release her wrist. Imposible to. Me ? Her driver ? What the fuck.

"What did you say ?" Kumunot ang noo ko at inilapit ko ng konti yung tenga ko sa kanya just to make sure that everything she'll going to say will be all clear.

"YOU'RE.JUST.AN.IDIOT.DRIVER.THAT.MY.MOM.PAYS.FOR. So stop bugging my hella life cause I.really.hate.disturbances. Clear ?"

Nabato ako dun.

Tangina. Prank ba yun ?

Nagworkshop lang siguro yung asawa ko sa isang acting center at gusto nyang ipakita yung skills nya sa pag Arte kaya nya nasabi to.

Pero bakit ang sakit sakit?

Kelan nya pa ako naging driver ?

Kelan pa nagging ganoon ang tingin nya sakin?

Anong nangyayari samin ?

Those SUNGIT & BANSOT endearments. Asan na ? Kailan ko yun ulit maririnig ?

"Bansot. Hindi mo ba ako kilala ? Asawa mo ako !" I said between my croaking voice.

"Really ? I never remember you marrying me. I don't even remember me loving you ! Ciao fool driver ! Ciao."

The building I've been building for a quiet long time is now destroying by a great earthquake. She is.

Love.

Promises.

Dreams.

Her.

Are loosing one by one.

"Come back. Wag mo kong iwan." I try to shout but she's already out of my sight.

I need a doctor.

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An : Wa'happened ? Hwaaaah. Baka ilang chapters lang din naman to so probably, I'll make it as special chapters nalang. Pero season 2 parin sya.

What happened to Pamm? May revenge kaya ? May doubts padin ba ? May annulment ? Is there any miracle ? Or just more challenges ?

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-NayExc <3<3