I can think of one hundred ways to die
I can think of one hundred reasons why
But i cannot find one hundred reasons to live.
I am afraid to sleep because then i will dream.
My dreams are nightmares, but so is
when I am awake.One hundred nightmares everyday.
Not a single one ending in a good way.
Every smile is actually fake.
My mind is battling. Life and death.
Everyday, every minute, every hour.
I just want to curl up and die.
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Dark Dreams and Happy Minds
Thơ caThis is a collection of poems. They cover a variety of topics, suicide, self harm, family problems. Some happy ones are there. Just like in life there are some happy times, but a lot of sad ones too.