I still have a lot to say. I still have a lot of questions to ask you. I still have many things that I'd like you to realize, many things that I wanted to be clear. And it's getting heavier every single day to carry them with me.
You know, when everything about us shattered into pieces, my life did too. It was world shattering for how can somebody who has been a great part of my life can easily discard me? How can someone who knows what I went through and still did the thing he knows will hurt me the most?
It's been a long time and I'm still here, stuck. Questioning myself, questioning what I deserve, questioning my foolishness.
Do I have the right to blame you? Do I even have the right to hate you?
If only, there was a way to take away all the feelings I have. The regrets, the pain, the what ifs, I want it all gone. Because as days go by, this thing they call love?
It's shattering me.
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Things I Wanted To Tell You
PoetryHere is a compilation of all the things I wrote for you. All the things I can't tell you and all the things you made me feel. These are words better left unsaid and unread but I wanted to compile it to remind myself that there was a you in my life t...
