I looked at the water instead of looking at you. I never knew that this moment would happen to me, that every time I look at you, daggers pierce my heart. So while you were talking about her, I kept my mouth shut and looked only at the water. How I wish I was feeling the calm the water feels. How I wish I could be as calm as it. Because deep inside, I am barely breathing. This moment, every word that comes out of your mouth hurts me.
I only got the urge to look at you after you talk about her, but I... I quickly regretted it.
I never saw your face with those loving eyes, I never heard you laugh full of love. This moment is one of those moments I wish to escape. So I won't feel pain, so I won't have to pretend that I am happy, that I want to hear whatever you're saying, most especially if it is about her.
I took a deep breath and looked at you. I gathered up my remaining pieces to smile at you. Because you taught me how to be strong and I know you wouldn't want to see me weak.
I just wish, that girl who you keep talking about, treasures you more than I do.
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Things I Wanted To Tell You
PoesíaHere is a compilation of all the things I wrote for you. All the things I can't tell you and all the things you made me feel. These are words better left unsaid and unread but I wanted to compile it to remind myself that there was a you in my life t...
