Eremika:When The Time Is Right

1.Mikasa

I was an anti social teen,I could make friends but my experience with friends made me avoid the idea.Don't get me wrong,I was happy with my introverted lifestyle.I was top of my class and no-one really bothered me. Though there was person in particular that bothered me and made me this lonley.Hitch(the bitch) she was and still is so fucking annoying. I hated her so much.If she was burning alive and I had water, I would drink it.God that sounds so cringe but its the truth.
My whole primary experience was her making fun of me and my good friend Sasha.My best friend, Sasha.I know I have barely anyone but Sasha was there from day 1 .She was there from time.From when it all went downhill.From when my mum and dad departed from this earth to leave me in this wretched place which I should call home.Unfortunately,She had to move to her parents farm,with all her adopted brothers and sisters and there was barely any service there.So I lost my best friend.Great.I live with my Uncle Levi but he's always working at the school,he's a science teacher,he was able to get a job there thanks to Hanji. Okay, I did say I had no friends but, if you tell people your friends with the library teacher, you will not here the end of it. I'd rather go with no friends.

Back to Hitch, why I hate her so damm much.The reason being,Hitch bullied me because I was friends with him.Eren Yeager.

Eren was a ladies man.Even though Hitch never wanted to admit it,she was so jealous I was his best friend and his companion.She was so envious she would go through all the lengths to make me feel like shit.To make me lose all my self confidence and to make me blend in with the background.Well, OBVIOUSLY my young self,didn't know that,so I never understood why she was so obsessed with Eren and why she hated me so much.I tried to be her friend but that girl did not like me.
Well in the end she got what she wanted.She got him Eren.By the time I was got to high school I got the memo. And I got it the hard way. Every day she pestered him, took him away from me and when I would tell Eren that Hitch was taking away our time, he completely dismissed me, saying that its time to open my eyes and we should find more friends ;open our horizons.Eren did a good job finding friends, he was so popular.It's destined for him to be popular, hes funny, friendly and handsome very. To the girls in my school. Obviously.The more he gained popularity,the more he spent time with Hitch, and the more we distanced, and the more obvious it felt that I shouldn't be around him, I felt like a burden, just dragging around him. He tried to make it seem like more he didn't care about his reputation and shit but honestly it was so obvious.He never cared about me.When we got to high school, suddenly he became best friends with Hitch and forgot all about me,called me dramatic for getting mad over him hanging out with the girl that bullied me and made most of my life hell.Then we split,I was tired of dragging around him and he didn't try to get me back as a friend .He was made for the spotlight.I was not.Hitch got Eren and she made it crystal clear that if I went near him ,it would be hell for me again.Eren just didn't realize it.He was stuck in his own world and he was selfish,he never thought about what it was like being friends with Hitch was and how it would hurt me.Now here I am all alone in high school "best years of my life",my best friend ditched me to hang out with the cool kids and I'm totally ok with it.I can totally love with being alone for the rest of my high school experience and have my best friend ditch me for my bully.