*3rd Person POV*
Mikasa woke up with the smell of fresh tea and Eren Yeager playing with her hair and staring deep into her dark black eyes.
She immediately rose up.
"What are you doing here"she said panting in shock.
"The real question is what are you doing here Mikasa"He said caressing her face with every word,smiling at the fact that she made a move."seems like you can't get resist of me"
Right.She clocked that she never really had a moment and left,but instead fell asleep in his Bed.
She stared at him blankly, thinking of what she had done by doing this,was she ready to be thrown away like a peice of trash like before,but she looked at him.
His smiling face and his hair,which was done messily in a bun buy still looked perfect.The way his eyes gaped into hers like they were the only people in the world.
She put her hand in his chin and leaned closer,initiating a kiss.
As their mouths were inches away she stopped and pulled away.She stared into space thinking about what being with Eren could lead to.She wanted him back as a friend but as a boyfriend he was irresistible,what could being with Eren lead her to be,what would happen to her if she was.This was the one time Mikasa didn't know what was going to happen.This was the one time things felt different.Things felt unpredictable
"Hello??"
Eren,clicked his fingers in her face,snapping her back to reality.
"Are you ok?"
"I can't do it Eren.I can't do this"She stands turning to leave but Eren catches her arm.
"You can't do this,what kind of bs is that.I know you love me so why can't we just.. you know"as he says the last sentence ,he locks his finger with her's and drags her in his lap,ready to kiss her.
She pushes his face away.
"No Eren it's not that ,it's just complicated-"
He pushes her off his lap,making her fall on her back,on the bed.
"'Complicated',what are you on about Mikasa.This shouldn't be complicated.All I want is you but YOUR making this so so complicated"he scoffs "what's the problem Mikasa"he grabs her hand,cupping it between his two fingers."Please,please just tell me what's wrong.I just want to love you"he caresses her hand with his thumbs.
She is now facing him"I"she stutteres"I want to love you too.Its just-"
"Just what"he looks in her eyes , searching for eye contact"just tell me what's wrong"
Looking away she says "Nothing this was stupid"she gets up to leave,feeling like her desires got the better of her.
Eren pulls her and lays her onthe bed,he arches over her, trapping her arms with his strong grip.
"Tell me.Why do you always distance yourself when you don't have to,can't you see.Im here for you.I want you.Goddammit Mikasa.Why are you being difficult?Why can't you just want me too? Why do you have to be so stubborn?Why?Just Why?As the words go on,he gets louder and louder,tears falling out if his eyes and onto her face.
"FINE?SHALL I TELL YOU WHY I DON'T WANT YOU TOO,DO YOU EVEN HAVE A CLUE OF WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH WHEN I WAS FRIENDS WITH YOU.I TRIED TO TALK TO YOUR FRIENDS BACK THEN BUT THEY.DON'T LIKE ME EREN.AND YOU CHOSE THEM OVER ME."She stopped wipe the tears going down her face
"Do you know how much that hurt?You didn't even try to contact me after.Its like you don't even care"Her eyes were now puffy from all the crying she just did and her throat was sore.
He lifted her from the bed and embraced her.No kissing.Just pure love.Her knees were by his side and he hugged her waist and patted her head as she cried once again.
"I get it now"He said whilst stroking her head."I promise I will never do that again,my love,just please make me yours"
He pulled her so that they could be face to face,but she avoided eye contact.
"What's wrong?"
She looked into his eyes and said "It's just,I really, really like you,but I don't know if I can really be anyone's girlfriend or if anyone can really put up with me"she stared at him"You saw it,Inthe bathroom,I'm a mess.I would just bring you down if I was your girlfriend and I don't want you to go through that."
She avoided telling him that Hitch would be for her head if she found out they were dating.
He stared into space for a spilt second
"Why don't we just hook up?"
She stared at him eyes wide.
"I don't follow"
"You know,we wouldn't really be dating,well just you know have an intimate sexual relationship"
She stared at him
"Ok,so our relationship won't go further and we just still do stuff like this but without being in a relationship.Just hooking up"
She liked the way that sounded more than the other defenition.
'Ok then"She sighed"so what do we do"
"Oh you'll see" He grabbed her face and kissed her.
She immediately mimicked his mouth movements and they fell on the bed together,him holding her tight by the waist and them only detaching lips for air.
Their tongues danced in glee when they realized that this kissing session,was one where nothing else mattered,no unresolved feelings,no Mikasa running away and breaking his heart.Just them freeing their emotions.
He slowly released his mouth from hers,holding her by her face and looked her in her eyes.
"Wasn't so hard now was it?"he said, softly laughing.
They both laughed and it seemed that Eren and Mikasas realtionship had been restored.
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Eremika:When The Time Is Right
FanfictionTW: Self hrm || Death || Drinking and smoking || Sexual assault || Contains smut || -[Cover creds:]- @narutoss_ramen on twitter Nerdy, top of the class Mikasa, finds herself forced to tutor her ex best friend Eren, after not talking for years. But a...
