Eremika:When The Time Is Right

37.Party

-mature warning [guys i re read aot n omg i actually cried ]ALSO DONT EXPECT MUCH IT'S SO CRINGE

mikasa pov

i reach a large mansion,jazzy music elavating from the inside as bright lights sjine from within it, the muffled pop sound still seeping out.

I walk along the cobblestone, the gentle pressing crawling up my legs into my dress.

I notice people scattered across the front lawn, a group of boys jumping around playing ball regardless of how late it is, as i notice the liquor bottles clattering at the side,smoke elavating into the dense, cold atmosphere fom groups of red eyed kids,who seem too high out of their minds to notice the soccer ball from the other group continuously hitting them. I stand on my tiptoes as i atemmpt to get a better view of them,investigating if they're Eren.
Nope. can't see anyone.I scoff as i make my way across the cobblestone towards the door.
As i reach the already open door,i scan the area,the smell of smoke already filling my lungs as i cough slightly, the loud music blasting from the multiple speaker, as people surround it,drinks on their hands. I also people roaming around the place, blocking my ability to see,as i see multiple bottles pizza boxes laying neglected all around the room,cigarette packets dotted around the area.It reeks of alcohol, as i peek at the mindless amount of bottles on every table.

Eren decided to come here and leave me.

The thought continuously runs through my head.

I look up, noticing some a group of people surrounding a small table.

Connie, Reiner, Sasha, Jean and-

I look over to the right of them, a tall man,with,a blank expression whose back is leaning against the wall,a cigarette placed in his mouth, as hw exhales smoke,aswell as a few girls surrounding him,the shining iridescent light shining on his emerald eyes. its Eren

My hearts sinks.This is what's hes doing?

He doesn't notice me, his arms crossed as his eyes fixated on the two girls infront of him.The deep blue light illuminates their red eyes, showcasing the dense smoke spilling out of their noses,as they coddle next to him.
A spark of rage hits me.What the hell is he doing.

The rather stunning girls,who's giggling at a high pitched voice,begins emerging closer to him by the second,as they fiddle with their hair, occasionally touching his shoulder playful

The lit cigarette, with smoke elavating outof it, is suddenly placed out of Erens fingertips and into the girls hand, which is soon placed in her mouth as he enticingly looks at him, her eyes screaming with lust, as her lips scavange around the cigar.

He doesn't even try to stop them.He should be at home with me,instead of letting other girls practically kiss him.
He left me all alone at home.

As tears form in my eyes,a flash of light blinds me,as i wince in pain, feeling an impulse flowing through my vein.
I clutch my forehead as i close my eyes and see a rush of colourful lights,like confetti,as images start to form in my mid.Those images being my memories.Gasping,being overwhelmed, i start to see everything.

Everything starts to be clear to me now.From the blurry images,to the confused feelings.My mind clicking as im being greeted with these familiar emotions.I remember everything now.

I remember especially when Eren left me again. For a year. I feel a wave of sadness,climbing over me,its stopped by the dam of rage.

He left me but He shot Zeke for me.But hes the one whos practically kissing another girl. i don't get it.

I look over at him once again.This time he catches my eye.He stares at me,his eyes wide.Then he looks me up and down and his face drops, eyes furrows as he kisses his teeth.Averting himself back to the conversation as one of the girls pull at his shirt,redirecting him.