THE BLAZING WILL Book 1

PROLOGUE

Darkness ....darkness everywhere. I just opened my eyes. Why am i here...alone,sad,hopeless in here.Where am i , moreover what am i doing here ? I don't like this, i don't want this. But i deserve this.I have hurted her so many times. Its better if i am not with her otherwise she will get hurt again and i can't watch her cry. I love her. Hence i will remain like this here in the dark forever for her sake.

"Daniel wake up....come on Daniel wake up". What is that sound ? who's voice is it......i have longed to hear her voice......wait what is she saying. " please Daniel....wake up, come back . i cant do this without you, I love you ... please come back, you don't deserve to be there ,you have to come back."Its her voice, its Laura's voice, i have longed to hear her voice . I'm glad to hear it , i thought i would never hear it again. What do i plan on doing, i want to be by her side forever. i want to return back to her.

Its watery in my eyes and the water is warm in my eyes.My eyelids are heavy but i want to see that person ,the person who is holding me,she who has called out to me, she who is crying now for me....there she is crying,look at her....after i have told her so many times not to cry. The girl never listen, wait infact when have she ever listened to me. I want to touch her face. i raised my hand to touch her face, the moment i did she opened her eyes and looked at me, her face full of happiness and suprise. "Daniel!!!... thank God you are okay" she said half crying. I raised my body from her lap to hold her in my arms, just to embrace her. i hugged her tight in my arms , i want her understand that its all right......that it is okay now.

"Daniel , I love you."she said with a glad tone."I guess its time now.."

-"what, what are you saying i don't understand". wait what is this?A chill went through my spine after I smelled something from her body. Her scent was not the same as it was before, it can't be, no way in hell!!!! I touched her stomach where the source of smell was from. It was blood, blood all over the place she was sitting. "No this can't be happening, no way, no ......

-"Its okay Daniel its not hurting now, it seems like I can't feel anything now."
"Shut up, don't talk, you are hurt......please don't go . I want you in my life . I know i have hurted you soon much. Just give me a chance to show you that I love and care about you. I have lost everything my parents and brother I can't loose you to."She looked at me with her teary eyes. She was weak yet looked strong. I don't want to loose her just like that . I just started to tell her my real feelings . I never knew this power would affect her like this. I have imagined about her so much. We living together, laughing, fighting, after some time having kids. We playing with each other and having a lot of fun. Then our friends and comrades Ran, Keith, Ren, and Andy and Manna would also come to visit. All those happy times ........
"Hey stop thinking a lot, and talk with me, I want to hear your voice." She looked at me and said. " It would have been much better if I had to go instead of you all I have done is give sadness to everyone , your existence has much benefit here I am useless like this, I want to be with you"
"Wait are you crying...you have never done that before you know."she said to me with a giggle." I know..you are the one who taught me all these stupid feelings. "" Stupid feelings , you idiot they are human feelings unlike you who do not feel anything ,I am much better than you. All you know is how to ditch others." " wow you are in this state and you actually have the nerve to fight with me now,really. You have no idea what I'll do to you if you keep on talking like that. " oh yeah let's see what are you going to do"
"Well I will .... I will ...kiss you " she looked at me with her wide beautiful eyes,surprised and the next moment blushing. Oh God I loved her blush . All these moments I am afraid will turn into memories . "Then kiss me , I am waiting you know " her reply and her sad yet happy expressions made me realise that she was ready to leave me alone here in this world. I was willing to kiss her because her eyes said to me please .
And ofcourse I couldn't refuse her . She tried her level best to raise her hand to my face ,I understood that it tired her because of the injury so raised her body towards mine and brought my face towards her to kiss her. Her lips looked so dry , I would kiss her with a lot of passion and love . While kissing her I thought about all the things she had done for me all those times we shared together. I touched her eyes and understood that she was crying I knew the reason behind it even if she didn't tell me. She was scared of dying I knew it she acted strong but she is weak deep inside she is weeping. The thought of this kiss being the last made my go so desperate. I would do anything to get her back. I let her lips go as she needed breath, while she was she said to me between her tears" I want you to live , live for me I want you to live and see and enjoy the things around you that you have forgotten to see because of your revenge on your brother. I want you to love everyone and live the rest of your life with someone who is much special to you. I will always be in here and will watch over you I promise " she said touching my bare chest . all I could do was watch her say all this . It was this damn truth I didn't want to believe . And there she left me like that alone she closed her eyes for the last time.

I will come ,certainly come for you to the time where you are alive and that time I will be the one who will give you all the happiness, just you wait....

AND HERE OUR JOURNEY BEGINS..............