THE BLAZING WILL Book 1

Chapter 19 : Mutual And Answers

We weren't always this way. We loved each other. We had lots of fun together. I thought we were in love. I thought this dream was so beautiful in the beginning that I decided to skip the part about my sister and Dad. It was so soothing, the feelings I had.. The colours of the world had change, started to feel different emotions all of a sudden. It was like a magic portion , which made you be something that you never thought you would be. But like my Dad and Mom, finally the magic portion turned out to be a poison, a poison so dissolved, already in your system, that kind of aches and aches till you die of its pain.

The emotions of the beautiful dream turned out to be a nightmare of sadness and fear.

I was standing there in between the crowds. The hall was now a pub,  lights on and off. In the darkness, the chilly air of the night swifted past me , blowing my hair strands , in the atmosphere dissolved my emotions.
I was standing in front of the counter, the Waiter was circling around his delishè to the people around the counter. Some girls were flirting around guys to get them drinks. The other enjoying their time. The Waiter  a handsome man with black messy hair with its ends dark brown, a good physic and fair. He looked older by some 7 to 8 years. The collection of stuff he had was awesome.
I came and sat on top of one the stools there and slammed hardly on the table, waiting for the guy to come take my orders.

I checked on the other people enjoying while I sat there depressed and frustrated on myself falling in love with a guy who didn't even mean to love me.

"Hey beautiful!, what would you like?" the Waiter came up. I looked at his face and saw a smile up, at his face.
" Oh, I would like I glass of beer. " Nora said.
The waiter stared at me for minutes when he was preparing my drink. But I had to ignore it, there were more things in my mind that I had to delete.

I drank 4 glasses and became a little drunk. Small glass of alcohol was enough. The Waiter, wanted to help , but i didn't let it hit me. I have had enough help , from guys. I blurted out something to his face and he shut it. And still looked at me with  a helpful look. I ignored it all.

I went out to loosen up my mind.

I was standing outside alone. The night stars twinkled in beautifully. The moon was shinning bright. The cold wind blew slowly taking up the leaves and wind seeds away to the other places. The small river in the garden looked beautiful. There were tiny fishes swimming along and you could see it clearly because there were big signal lights near the brook.
The wind blew, taking all the dust and water in the air to my face with force. The tree leaves danced and the flowers also swayed .. But I was here remaining sad . It must be the nature trying to cheer me up. The cold effect it gave away was so beautiful and I felt content. I walked a little more away from the mansion towards the area were there were less people at least. The sounds they make was one thing as to why I wanted to move.
The brook in the garden had a widening a little more to the further and there stood some trees. It looked pretty and beautiful that I couldn't take eyes of it.

It would have been really good to climb that tree, it had strong branches and it looked really close as well.

I came back, cause if I continued I would get lost, after admiring it a little. On the way.
There I heard a sound really familiar. It almost sounded like Dan. I went over to check it and without me even realizing I hid myself from them seeing. Alice was there along with Dan.
I hid myself behind the bushes to see what was happening.
It wasn't quite clear what they were talking about, but the air around the group was really serious. Dan's face had pity and sadness in it. Alice's face had a complete sense of sadness. They were talking something, but none I could here.
Soon he nodded his head and she came running into his arms and they hugged each other. Then she moved her head, and stared into his eyes and he kissed her.
It was a shock for me. Seeing the guy you love suddenly with some other women.
I ran back to the hall and went to the counter to order.
"Miss, you look really nervous and flustered are you okay? It seems you're not well." Waiter who was considerable asked .