Mafia King's Goddess

Chapter 75

Caterina's P. O. V.

After driving for sometime I came to a stop. I looked at my surroundings and I was at the beach. The very beach that I used to come with him and others when we were in high school.

The familiar surrounding bring back the good old memories of us. We were young, reckless, hopeful, childish but free. As much as I love my life right now full of adventure and excitement. Sometimes I just wanna go back to that old time, where we didn't care about anything. Where I was with him.

Now even if we love each other we are still not together. Even if we know we won't be together with anyone else, we are still not together. It's so complicated. We didn't even get to know when our life became so complicated.

There was a time when I would find him in front of me whenever I miss him, but now he is not here in front of me but still he is somewhere deep down in my memories.

I just want to hug him, hold him, kiss him. I don't know if it's weather or the familiar scenery I am missing him like crazy.

No I am craving him, his touch, his smile that was exclusive for only me, his deep blue eyes, his stare, his kisses, his craziness. I am craving each and every bit of him.

I need him, I want him right here now at this moment. I need him like how the fishes needs water. I need him like how the humans need oxygen, cheesy I know. But I just need him, I want him.

I looked up at the sky and sighed. I have to wait. I don't know how much but I have to wait. But I just can't. I want to cry so badly. I was so ready to burn in his passion, to get tainted by the cruelty of his world. I was ready to take anything if it means he will be there.

I can burn in the fiery pit of hell or can freeze in the coldest region of the world or maybe sink in the deepest part of the sea, if it means he would be there. I rather want it to be our destination than my path towards him. I can't walk this path alone even if he is the destination. Mean maybe but it is what it is.

My chain of thoughts was broken by a car coming towards me. It stops ride beside my jeep. It was Ferrari Roma. The door opens and someone step out.

The person that stepped out literally made me cry. It was none other than Damon. I don't know what he was doing here. I don't know whether he knows I was here and then came or not. I just know that like always he came right in front of me when I missed him a lot.

I don't know when the tears dropped out of my eye but I felt my eyes getting blurry. I really want to forget and want to go back like how we were even if it means for a night.

I saw him coming towards me through my blurry eyes. Like always he embraced me tightly without saying anything. Now I couldn't control myself and started sobbing. I missed his embrace. I was sobbing uncontrollably in his arm while he was consoling and embracing me.