Summer Thing

Epilogue

Dedicated to; DianaMaxeneBuban7

EPILOGUE

Diana's POV

I'm standing in the front of my mirror. I comb my hair and drew a sweet smile in my lips. I am wearing a cardigan that Jim bought me. Well, it's my favorite cardigan.

10 years had passed. And I haven't seen him in a while. I finally moved on. It was tough and I did it. I took a deep breath and sat in my bed.

I lay down and closed my eyes. Dwelling the past makes me relieved for the mean time. Realization slapped me so I woke up.

I was wasted for almost 5 years before I finally move on.

Sa loob ng limang taon namayat ako ng sobra. Natigil din ako sa pag aaral ng isang taon. Imagine that? That was the most stupid things I had ever done.

I was lost control. I drowned myself in sadness. I was lost, stress and depressed. Because of a man. I can't say that "just" because of a man. 'Cause every reason that caused pain means a lot.

It will never be a just. You'll can't blame me by acting that way. It was my choice. I was too young and I knew nothing that time. And through all those pain and sorrows I learned a lot.

It makes me more braver. It streghten me. It makes me who I am today. That's why I am grateful and thankful.

He was onced my happiness, the one who hurt me so much. But is now the reason why I finally felt the greatest happiness.

Pain was just like a summer. It passed by. It'll remained a memory that you could dwell whenever you want. Pain is temporary needed just like the summer we experienced.

He cheated on me. That was the fact. He kept telling me that there was no feeling involved between him and Rhian.

Isn't that bullsh*t? It's impossible that there's no feeling involved 'cause if it was just really nothing why did he kept on choosing her over me.

And I do believe that if you were at the situation where you should choosed between two person always choosed the second. 'Cause if you really still love the first then why it bothered you? You will never fell to someone new if you are really madly inlove with someone.

But he still choosed me at the end right? Which I knew he regret the most. I knew he's inlove with Rhian but he choosed me 'cause he pity me. 'Cause of his pride. Maybe he thinks that the 3 years will be waisted; which had happened.

And I knew if I accept him that time he will still cheat on me. 'Cause it will never go back to what we had before. 'Cause no matter how we unite the missing pieces of the broken glass it will never be the same again. The scars remained and no one can erased it. Unless that scars becomes your inspiration.

I knew that scars will makes us dwell the past; pain. But, why not try to pulled out strength from it? It'll heal at the right time.

Darating ang panahong pasasalamatan mo lahat ng sakit na iyan. Kagaya ko ngayon. Iyon ang siyang lubos na nagpalugmok sa akin sa putikan ngunit ang siyang naging dahilan din ng matayog kong pagkakatayo. Ang siyang nagpatibay pa sa akin ng lubusan.

I smiled a bit and open my eyes.

There's nothing wrong to enter romantic relationship at a very young age. Just like me. Just like what happened to me. You know why? Sapagkat ang masaktan sa hindi inaasahan at sa maagang panahon ay siyang ang mas magpapatibay sayo lalo sa hinaharap.

Ito ang siyang magiging gabay mo para mas maging maingat ka sa bawat desisyon mo sa buhay. Normal lang naman ang umibig sa murang edad. At nakadepende sa iyo kung paano mo ito pang hahawakan. Wala naman sa edad yan. Nakabase yan sa kung paano ka mag isip. Teens nowadays are more matured than adult.