Tantalizing Amore

~ CHAPTER 6 ~

I S A B E L L A

"Tell me that you don't want me." He whispered.

I would be lying to myself if I said that I don't. I want him, every inch of him. As much as I can have from him. Just two weeks and this man already ruined every single man on this planet for me. All I think is him.

My heart thudded in my chest loudly. That's my answer.

I took the hand which he was holding mine in and placed on my heart. "Feel." I whispered. His lips parted feeling my racing heart. He looked up at me, "This is what you do to me. How can you ask if I don't feel what you do?"

He took in a sharp breath and without wasting any second, he smashed his lips to mine. My whole body froze. His lips nipped on mine while I kept on thinking what was happening.

He grabbed my hips and pulled me towards him. I pulled away and let go of his arms around me and straddled his lap, my back to the steering wheel. We looked at each other and I leaned in again and kissed the hell out of him. He tasted like alcohol. And it was fucking with my mind.
I felt his cold finger caress my thighs and slowly move up, to my panties. My dress was bunched to my hips. My fingers disappeared in his soft hair and he groaned when I tugged at them.

His hands disappeared inside my dress, on my hips. I felt arousal seeping my panties. He pulled my hips closer, my core landed on his . . . fuck me! He was hard, turned on. He groaned when I grind my hips.

I pulled away with lack of oxygen. He pushed me behind, my back colliding with the steering wheel and started kissing my neck. A moan left my lips when he kissed that spot where my collarbone was. I felt him smirk. Guess he found my sweet spot.

His hands ran over my hips and slowly lurched to my panty line, tracing my sex through my lacy thongs. He buried his lips on my cleavage. "Enzo. . ." I moaned grinding my hips again. He suddenly stopped and pulled away.

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." He cursed.

"Wh-what, why did you stop?" I panted.

"This is wrong, very wrong." He shook his head.
"What is wrong? What are you saying?" I asked frowning. What the fuck is he saying, wasn't he the one to ask me if I want him?

"I . . . This was not supposed to happen." He mumbled.

"Why?" I asked cupping his face. He looked up at me and gulped.
"I don't know. I just don't want this, I-I am not ready." He murmured.

"Hey." I made him look at me. "It's okay. I get it, you are afraid. . ." he shook his head and cut me off. "No, you don't get it. I never kissed anyone on lips, just Sia. I don't know why I. . ."

Okay, now I admit, this hurt me a little. He doesn't wants me after Sia, I guess. Does he compares me to her as well?
Without giving him another second to speak, I opened the door of his side and got out of the car nodding my head, clearly understanding what he meant. Was I just some rebound chick?

He might have guessed what I thought and got out, "Jesus, no Bella. It's not like that."

"Then what is it, Enzo?" I snapped.

"Why are you reacting like this to a simple kiss?" He frowned.

"A simple kiss?" I scoffed. "Really? A minute ago you told me that I meant something to you. That you actually feel something for me and want me. And now, now you ask why I reacted like this? Seriously, Enzo?!"

"Can you just tell me, what the fuck I did wrong?" he frowned.

I took a deep breath, "Do you really think I would kiss anyone who says that he wants me?" I asked. "Do you really think I would have kissed any person I met a few days ago who claimed that he felt something for me and wanted me? Do you really think I am that slutty?"