Female character x reader one-shots // multi fandom

Im so sorry for all the autor notes but i need this one (A/N)

First of all thank you for clicking on this, I really appreciate it and thank you all so much for even concidering to read my book in the first place I never ever thought i would get a 1000 reads on this story and here we are thank you so so much for everything, love you all ❤️❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Okay, lately stuff hasn't been going great. It's like every time i have a fun day the universe just wants to make it like shit in the end

In the chapters 'LOL' and 'away from everything' I told that my grandma from my moms side ended up in the hospital for five days in march cause she had a stroke and in June, my other grandma also ended up in the hospital for a few days

Well luckily they are both doing okay but on July first I was having a great last day at school and then BAMM when I got home, my mom called that my grandpa from my moms side ended up in the hospital too, he could breath anymore and told him self he really thought he was dying. Luckily he didn't, he stayed in the hospital for 5 days and then everything was decent. But last thuesday July 21 exactly 3 weeks after his hospitalsation, he had a light stroke and had to go to the hospital again. He is home again and he said that he hadn't felt this good in weeks so that's good

and even tho they all ended up good, I don't think it was good for my mental health that all of my grandparents were hospitalized in the course of 4 months (my grandpa from my dads side died in the 80's so obviously I didn't count him)

And I have been stressed about school, I'm gonna do a switch program to find a new education in September but I'm worried, the program ends in October but for most educations you need sign up before October and the people of the program don't even know most of the due dates for signing in. And it's all really stressing me out even tho it vacation

And I think I recently fell in love for the first time, I dont know of its a crush or if I truly fell in love, I can't place the feeling at all. But it sucks cause it was a woman at my internship that ended a few weeks ago and now I will never see her again. And not like there was a chance anyway, I am too young and she was like almost 40 and she has a husband.
But she just was amazing and seeing her, being able to talk to her was enough and now I can never do that again

I just feel scared and stressed constantly and I'm sorry I'm bothering you with my problems but I can't really talk to anyone about them cause everyone I know, has lived threw worst and or won't get why some things are bothering me so much as they do. But maybe you understand and if you don't I get it, that's okay. Still a huge thanks for reading up to this part

Should I just go to my mom and tell her I feel anxious a lot cause I kinda wanna talk to a professional. I think my mom won't really understand what I'm feeling, that's okay. That's just the reason I wanna talk to someone who does

Well anyway im sorry again I was just having a really stressful moment in my head cause my twitter account said there was something with my email and that was just the last straw it all became too much , im doing beter now but I really had to get all my feelings out so thank you for letting me do that

thank you so much and Im writing again (I stopped for a week or two in June) but I'm writing a story about the lady at my internship BUT the lady is Tammy from oceans 8 so I'll post that soon but again thank you so much and sorry for all the author notes

Love,

V