MAINLY Based off the Adele song from '30' - Love Is A Game
"That love is a game for fools to play
And I ain't fooling
What a cruel thing
To self-inflict that pain"
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"I can love,
I can love again
I love me now,
Like I loved him
I'm a fool f...
Previously on Chapter Two "As far as right now I don't know about anything. Okay I don't know what I want right now besides space so if y'all can please get out of my house and I'll speak to you whenever I decide to." I finished up. Lord knows how tired I am of everything.
"Uhm.. okay, I'll speak to you whenever I can. I'll do anything to make this work." Might be too little too late the way I feel. He kissed me on the forehead before walking out. My mother just sat on the couch.
I just looked at her. This is about to be another unnecessary argument that I don't need in my life. • • • • • • • Beyoncé Knowles Residence
She just sat on the couch sipping her drink like I didn't ask her to leave. I sighed heavily rubbing my eyes. Maybe some sleep will help I don't know.
"Mom Why are-"
"I am your mother you do know that right?" She said cutting me off. I just waited for her to continue. "I'm waiting for an answer Giselle."
"Yes ma'am."
"I understand wanting to get your point across but raising your voice and being disrespectful to me won't get it."
"Not once did I raise my voice at you, let's be real about that and I've been nothing, I mean nothing but respectful to not only you but dad too and that was never enough either. I've done everything from chores, to homework, to college, to becoming a doctor like you've wanted and that wasn't enough either.
The only thing I had control of was the person I married, my wedding. That's it. Hell, even you blamed me for the divorce like he wasn't the narcissist, manipulator, the one who stepped out on me and I was nothing but great to that man." I had tears streaming down my face at this point.
"I stood by his side through everything he went through. I was the image of a perfect wife. That wasn't enough for either one of you. You've blamed me. The moment I needed you most. You didn't hold me, you didn't tell me it'll be alright. The only thing you told me was 'y'all could've passed that rough patch. It wasn't worth divorcing.' Not knowing it happened more than once.
