Not so cold

Chapter 16

I want you

Guess what ? Ms Venable avoid me. Again.
This time, after three days in this situation i get my shit together and headed toward her room. I knock twice.

She opens the doors and raise her eyebrows when she sees me. " And what do you think you're doing, knocking at my door ? "

" I wanted to talk to you "
She opens her door to let me in and close it behind me.
Her room was dark like any room in this outpost . To the right of the door there was a desk with a chair in front of two others at the other side of the desk.
Then there is a fire place with two armchairs across from it and a little table between with them. Against the wall, between a wardrobe in the corner and the fireplace was a door probably leading to the bathroom.
And finally a King bed with purple sheets and nightstand on either side.

I stand in the center of the room, looking around me.

" So what do you want ? " she says annoyed.

Let's get to the point quickly, " I wanted to know why you kiss me and the avoid me."

" I don't know what you're talking about "

" You did avoid me. Twice. Every time after we kissed. " And I feel rejected every time it happens.

" We shouldn't have kissed in the first place "
Ouch, I'm not sure I wanted to hear this.

" Well then don't kiss me. Or do I don't care but choose."

She approaches me and I take a step back hitting the bed.

" It's against the rules."

" The rule says ' no copulation ' not ' no kissing '. And I thought you were the leader and you had every right ?" I say suddenly feeling a wave of confidence.

" Indeed I can do whatever I want "

" And what do you want ?" I ask hoping for a certain answer

Well, I didn't have an answer. A verbal answer. She pushes me on the bed, and I layed on my back, looking up at her.

" Do you think you're in control here Ms Y/L/N ? "

I shake my hand

" Use your words "

" No Ms Venable "

She slowly, very slowly put her cane against the end of the bed and made her way on top of me.  She looks in my eyes
Oh My. I think my dream will come true.
She stand up again and ask me to do the same.
Too good to be true.
Once I'm standing, she unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor letting me only in black underwear. I feel insecure but this feeling vanishes when I see her chocolate brown eyes roaming over my body, smirking.
Ah maybe it's true then.
She says " Lay on your back " and I swear that's the first time in my life I obey that quickly.
She comes on top of me again and...