Not so cold

Chapter 22

After sex

After a few minutes laying beside her, I ask " Was it ok ? "

She looks at me and says " Yes "
Well not a woman who likes to develop about her feelings. She must see that I'm still a bit worried and she adds " more than ok. Thank you "

If I die now, I'll die in peace.

We're now both on our sides, looking at each other. She finally found her breath.
I look in her chocolate brown eyes and I'm mesmerized. These eyes could destroy someone but above all they tell a story.  I hope one day she will let me read this story through her eyes.
I then look at her lips. Those lips. Those wonderful lips who kissed mine and who touch parts of my body that no one has ever approached before.
I see that she looks intensely at me, and the next second we're kissing. Again.
It's not a hungry kiss, no. It's more passionate and tender. I feel butterflies in my stomach but the only thing i can concentrate on is her lips.
Right now I feel amazing.
I'm in bed with an amazing woman, after an amazing sex with her and we kiss. I put my hand on her neck delicately, to be as close as I can. She puts her hand on my cheek in a loving away and it's an explosion of emotions in me.

Me who was afraid that she would reject me, I'm definitely not disappointed.
Once we run out of air, she lays down again and extends her arm voluntarily leaving me the place to lie down against her. And I do, I lie against her and put my hand on her chest. She immediately put her arm around me and this right now is so precious. I hear her heart beats. And I swear she could hear mine because it's so loud. I'm afraid it will come out of my chest. But once again I don't care because the only that matter now is how much I fell good whereas not so long ago she was beating me and I was afraid of her.

After a few moments, she spoke again " Not that I want to kick you out of here but I don't want to have Ms Mead here in the middle of the night because you're not in your bed "

We both know Ms Mead would not see anything before the morning and only if i'm late to breakfast she would send someone. But I know Ms Venable, what happened now was already a lot and I don't want to push it and to take the risk of losing her.

" Yes you're right, I should go before falling asleep " I say smiling tenderly.

I stand up as she sits. Her cane is still on the floor so I pick it up and put it at the end of the bed for when Ms Venable will need it.

I look at her and say " Thank you for tonight, it was amazing. I wish you a very good night "

Her face had a soft expression and I swear she is more beautiful than ever, " Yes you too, have a good night Y/N "

My first name again. It really does something to me but I can't explain it.

I leave and go straight to bed still having the sweet taste of her mouth on my lips.

No need to say that the night was amazing.