Not so cold

Chapter 19

No time to kill you

" Who's there, I heard some noises " says Ms Venable

" Please don't kill me" I say leaving the place I was.

" Ms Y/L/N I didn't beat you hard enough I see "

" Y-Yes you beat hard enough. I just came here because I was overthinking and I didn't know how to make it stop so I did the one thing I knew would make me feel better " I reply honestly

She stares at me " and what were you thinking about ?"

" A lot of things "

" Precise "

" I was mainly thinking about the punishment and how it hurts but also how your lips on mine hurt even more " I said it, hope she will not kill me

" I see "
She continued to walk while we were talking so she is now so close that if she takes a step forward, our chest will touch.

" and why does it hurt so much ?"

I knew she was not talking about the punishment, she was talking about the kiss. And I decided to tell the truth because once again I say what I think

" It hurts because you beat the shit out of me but above all you humiliate me, you make me feel like shit and then you kiss me ? Like when you fucked me and then make me leave. I don't understand you and I guess I never will but I'm not even sure you understand yourself. And even though you make me feel like crap, I can't help but think of your sudden tenderness and then your lips on mine. "

And she takes the last step and kiss me. I let her do and I even kiss her back.
At first the kiss is tender, almost as if she was apologizing and then it turns more heated. We kiss each either eagerly. She let her cane fall and steady herself by putting her hands on my waist. I do the same to be sure she keeps her balance. At one point one of my hand go at the back of her head to pull her as close as possible. The fear of her leaving again.
We're both out of breath and pull away. She looks at me and I'm afraid to see regret on her face and then to see her leave, again. But not this time.
Still looking me, she says " I guess you need to come in my room again " and for once I know it's not for a punishment, well I hope because you know, this woman is full of surprises.

" Yes Ms Venable " I say, grabbing her cane on the floor and giving it to her.

She makes me walk first and then follow me.

Suddenly, I'm in front of Ms mead.My luck.

" And what do you think you're doing out of your room at this time of the night?"

" She's with me. I found her in the library, we're going for a punishment " I hear the cold voice says

" Can I come Ms Venable ? I would really enjoy watching a punishment right now"
Oh my god go fuck yourself minion.

" No. Go sleep Ms Mead "
Ms Mead lowers her head and everyone goes their own way.

We finally reach the door of Ms Venable's room. She opens it and lock it behind me, slamming me against it with one hand and kissing me. No. Devouring my mouth.
Our tongues fight for dominance but of course she wins. I mean queen of dominance.

After a while, we pull away and she grabs my wrist making me walk to the bed.
She sits on the bed, asking me to undress myself. Her eyes glued on my body make me feel nervous and insecure. I'm not confident with the way I look.
As I was going to take off my bra, she says " let that for me "
Oh my, she is hot.
I walk to her to kiss her plump lips but she pushes me on the bed climbing on top of me. She winces while doing it, like she is in sort of pain, " Ms Venable, are you ok ?"
" Yes " and with that she kisses me eagerly
I put one of my hand in her hair and the other one on her waist as hers roam over my body.
She starts to kiss my jaw, my neck and my cleavage, playing with the lace of my bra and saying " let me take this off "
I arch my back and see the black material fly aside. She proceeds to kiss my breast. Delicately at first and then she sucks on it, leaving marks.
She starts to roll her tongue around my left nipple earning a quiet moan from me
" Don't be too loud, we don't want the whole building to hear you, do we ?"
" No Ms Venable"
She continues to play with my boobs for another minute before going down and kissing my stomach tenderly. As she does that I feel something in my stomach. Like butterflies but didn't give any further attention since Ms Venable starts to play with the hem of my panties.
" Please Ms Venable "
" Please what ?"
" Please fuck me "
" Since you already had a punishment I will not tease you too much " and with that my panties join my bra on the floor.

She start to kiss me above my clit, still teasing me. I don't say anything i just wait.
She then presses her tongue flat against my clit which make a sound escape my lips.
She licks my folds and then tease my entrance with her tongue.
I grab a fist of the sheets with my right hand ready for what's coming, while the other hand go in her hair making sure she stays close to me.

" Hands off me " she says
" Please just this one "
She pulls her head away from where I need her so I quickly take my hand off, grabbing another fist of bedsheets.
And Suddenly, without warning she puts her tongue inside me.
It feels really nice. Soon enough she replaces her tongue by two fingers, only to put her tongue on my clit. And with that she pumps in and out.
As she thrusts harder, deeper and faster, my walls clench. The curls of her fingers drove over the edge but she says " Don't come now and wait "
And she continues to pump and to curl her fingers. It became unbearable. I moan louder each time she curls her finger. Finally, she says " You can cum " with her tongue still on my clit which send vibrations in my whole body making me come in two seconds.
She puts her fingers in my mouth while she cleans me up.

She then lay next to me.
After two or three minutes like this, I turn to her side and say " I guess it's my turn to please-"
But she answers " No, not tonight "
Will there be another time ? I hope so.

After a few seconds, both staying on her bed, I say " I should go "
" Yes you should, the 'punishment ' was long enough " she says smirking

I stand up and put my dress back, with her eyes on me.

" Thank you for this ' punishment '  Ms Venable"

She smiles a little and I swear she has the most amazing smile.

As I reach the door, I say " Good Night Ms Venable "

" Good Night Ms Y/L/N " she replies for the first time without a hint of coldness in her voice.

I didn't get rejected and I'm relieved.