Rain
I been really calm lately. To be real i guess cause Deshawn been puttin it down. We aint fussed in a month. Bhudd it's never to late for a change. This nigga been home for the past month. I guess he thinks Seth comin ova here. Now let's get something straight me ndd Seth are friends. Seth is married with 5 children. Me Seth ndd his wife are real good friends ndd she let him do a favor for me. Yelp dats rite she let him act like he was my otha nigga to make Deshawn mad. I jus wanted Deshawn to feel the pain i was feelin.
Me ndd the children was at the mall for like 2 hours. Deshawn was home chillen widd da crew so he say. I bought the twins some more shoes ndd Daysha some clothes. We made our way to the car ndd i seen my ex boyfriend. I think he seen me bhudd i no how he is so im quickly makein my way to the car. I was puttin the bags in the car wen he came behind me ndd put his arm around my waist.
*convo between us*
Travis: how yhuhh been sexy
Me: fine
Travis: it dont even look like yhuhh had kids
Me: thanks... Wut yhuhh want Travis
Travis: i cant come speak to my grl
Me: ex grl Travis
Travis: yhuhh always my grl no more who yhuhh widd * kiss ha*
Me: stop Travis
Travis: *kiss ha neck*
Me: *moans* stop Travis
Travis: *laughs* i knew yhuhh still want me
Me: i dont want yhuhh Travis... Im married ok... Ndd happily married with three children
Travis: good to no bhudd uhmm how bout i take yhuhh out to dinner... No mess no hoes comin up to us this tyme jus me ndd yhuhh bae
Me: no Travis im done widd da hoes ndd the liein ndd cheatin... I moved on ndd married
Travis: iight bhudd the offer still stand yhuhh no the number *kiss ha*
*convo ends*
Uuggghhh this man makes me feel some type of way. Travis mite do his dirty work bhudd my feelings could never leave. He was the nigga dat took my vcard. The first nigga i ever loved. He took care of me wen we was in skool. I never had to buy my food or things i needed cause he bought them for me. We was together from 9th grade til the end of our college year. Things started to change widd him. Wen he started playin basketball his freshman year of college he started smokin ndd drinkin. Then he started comin to our dates late sayin dat he was out widd da guys. Then he went from bein late to not showin up at all. Me ndd Travis had a apartment together while we was in college too. So wen i went home he had otha hoes up in there. One sittin in his lap ndd the otha he was kissin. Bhudd me bein me i tried givin him chance after chance after chance. I had to leave him alone i could keep puttin my heart in something dat wasn't worth keepin. Then today he comes up to me ndd wanna take me to dinner. I wonder wut he got up his sleeve.
I got home ndd got the children out the car ndd opened the door so they could go to the play room. I walked bakk outside to get the bags out the car. I walked in da house ndd clearly da crew was there bhudd Deshawn wasn't widd then. I said a quick prayer dat i wouldn't kill a bitch.
*convo between us*
Trey: uhhmm hey Rain
Me: wea is dee money
Troy: yhuhh look pretty Rain
Me: wea is dee money
Hell: ion think yhuhh wanna no dat
Me: *walks down the hall*
All of them: no rain chill out
Me: *open the door*
Candy: dee look
Deshawn: baby it aint wut it looks li----
Me: * slaps him* FUKK YHUHH!!!! Ndd yhuhh bitch i done told yo ass * walks up to ha*
The crew: damn
Trey: i felt that lick
Candy: ndd i told yhuhh to bitch
Troy: yall betta get Rain its finna be world war three in this bitch
Me: * punch candy ova ndd ova*
Hell: see money get Rain off ha before she kill ha!!!
Candy: *pulls rain hair*
Me: weak bitch * throw candy to the dresser* imma show yhuhh wat a hoe get * punch candy again ndd again*
Trey: Deshawn get Rain mann!!!
Deshawn: yall niggas jus standin there help me
Candy: fukk yhuhh bitch *kick rain in the stomach*
Rain: * grabs candy head ndd hit it on the dresser ndd knocks ha out* weak bitch!!
*walks out the room*
Deshawn: rain let me---
Me: fukk yo explanations!!! Ndd yhuhh betta leave me the hell alone...
Deshawn: *grabs ha arm* jus let me te---
Me: *punch him* da fukk off me!!!! I fukkin hate yhuhh!!! Yhuhh a bitch ndd a lier!!!!! Yhuhh aint no real nigga yhuhh fake as fukk!!! Yhuhh run up ndd down these streets thinkin dat these nigga got yo bakk wen they dont!!!! If yhuhh get busted by 5o yo ass goin down by yoself cause they leavein on the first thing ridin!!!! Bhudd me i got yhuhh...im love yhuhh dee money...
Deshawn: *sigh* look jus let me explain bae it wasn't my fault
Me: bhudd yhuhh let ha do it
*walks off*
*convo ends*
Yhuhh can say wut yhuhh want bout me ndd him i dont care. My love is real for this nigga bhudd rite now i need some time on my own. Imma let him feel the pain of raise three children ndd makin sure they are safe. Dats rite he finna have some time with the kids by hisself. I'm not leavin them imma come see them take them out ndd spend te widd them jus givin Deshawn a lesson.
I called Travis to see if we can still go out to dinner. I jus want somebody i no dat is real bout the shidd. Ndd he was the only person dat came up in my mind.
*fone convo*
Travis: hello
Me: is dinner still up for later
Travis: i knew yhuhh would come around tonight at 7 be ready by 7 reservations at 8
Me: ok
Travis: wear something sexy
Me: *laughs* ok Travy
*convo ends*
Its 5:46 now i gotta go bakk to da mall ndd buy me some stuff. This dinner was a way for me to be me ndd jus relax. Wen i got bakk home it was 6:26 so u no ion got long to get ready. I took a 15 minute shower ndd put my make up on first. Then i put on a red strapless dress dat stop at my thighs ndd put on my white heels to go widd it. I would have put on my black ones bhudd i didnt have the jewelry to match em. So i put the white ones on with my white pearl necklace ndd pearl earrings ndd white angle bracelet. I had my hair in tight curls dat feel past my shoulders. It was exactly 7 wen the doorbell rung. I went to open the door ndd Travis was dress in a tux. His tie was the color of my dress. I let him in ndd i went to get my purse. I came bakk ndd we walked out the house. I locked the door behind me. Yhuhh could tell this guy had something goin on. He opened my door ndd help me in the car then ran to his side ndd got in.
*convo between us*
Travis: im glad yhuhh changed yo mind Day
Me: well it jus took sometime Travy... ndd plus i couldn't keep sayin no to my first love
Travis: yhuhh rite Day i was yo first love ndd will always be yo lover baby
Me: come on Travy chill out let's jus go
Travis: no tell me yhuhh still love me * kisses ha*
Me: Travy im not tellin yhuhh dat
Travis: come on Day * kiss ha neck* tell me
Me: *moans* move Trav i aint sayin dat
Travis: imma jus keep goin down til yhuhh tell me * kiss ha breast*
Me: * bits bottom lip* yes Travy i do
Travis: *laughs* i know bae *kiss ha* yhuhh miss me
Me: Travy i told yhuhh from day one i was marr---
Travis: i didnt ask yhuhh bout your marrage i ask yhuhh did yhuhh miss me Day
Me: yes i always have Travy bhudd i cant keep addin problems to the one i got now
Travis: jus let me be there cause i no yhuhh aint widd him now
Me: how yhuhh no
Travis: cause yhuhh widd me
Me: is it dat odvious
Travis: imma show yhuhh a good tyme ndd yhuhh gonna forget all bout him ndd yo problem bae * kisses ha*
*convo ends*
Ion care wut yhuhh think this nigga is the only one of my ex dat i let kiss me da way he do. I no it mite be rong bhudd Deshawn do it so y cant i. I jus hope this dinner go great. I'll talk to yall wen i get bakk. Bye.
