One From A Halo

What hurts the most

After I was sitting at the guard rail for a while thinking I got back in my car and went home. Like I always do when ever I feel sad or don't feel like talking to anyone and just want to think. What also didn't help was that we didn't have soccer practice today and most of the time that helps me think but since we didn't have it today I was on my own. Once I got back home I saw that my mom was back from working at the dinner that she owns so I went inside.

"Hey sweetheart how was soccer." She asked me.

"Hey ma it would have been great if it wasn't cancelled." I told her

"I'm sorry to hear that then where were you." She asked

"I was out thinking." I said

"About what."

"About how soccer is ending soon and I don't want it to and other things that have been on my mind." I said it was the truth I'm a junior in high school and I don't want anything to end I wish it could all stay the same. Like when we are little nothing to worry about just playing and having the best time of your life with your friends and family. She knew what I meant because she's been here with me and understands me and I love her for that.

"Yeah but then you have basketball so it's not completely over and you also got next year so don't be to sad right now. For those other things don't let them get to you it will be alright." She told me I love her advice she always has the best and sometimes I listen but sometimes I don't. Maybe I should all the time but I can't help it I just don't listen.

"Yeah I know everything will be alright but I don't want to let go just yet." I say

"Yeah I don't either because I love watching you work with the ball at your feet and the determination on your face when the game is tied and you can't wait to win but the other team don't give up." She tells me and I know what she talking about because she has so many pictures of me with that look on my face. That says get past me if you can but don't be to happy because I will do anything to stop you.

"Yeah your right ma love you." I say always thinking that it always might be the last.

"Love you too sweetheart." She says

After talking to my mom I went to the studio where I went with my dad before he left us. I went in and saw that Jim was here I was happy because Jim has been really busy with other work that he hasn't been here for a couple weeks now. I was actually really starting to miss him but now he's here and I'm so happy.

"Hey Jim long time no see." I said

" Hey Alex I know I've been a very busy man so what have you been up to." Jim asked

"Nothing really coming back here to see if you have came back yet or not what's up with you." I asked

"Been traveling to work with my other artists that are out touring and what not." he said

"That's cool so how are they? Are they having fun?" I asked

"Yeah they are they were also asking about you and see if your alright hey and also before I forget to tell you some dude came by asking but for you now I don't know who he is though." he said and that's a little strange because not a lot of people know I come here only Jess, my mom, and my dad. Not even my other two best friends know I come here and even Jim knows that so it is strange.

"Oh okay do you know what he looked like or what he wanted?" I asked still a little weirded out.

"No I forget what he looked like and he didn't tell me what he wanted he just wanted to talk to you." He says

"Oh okay well I'm going to record some okay." I told him.

"All right go at it I'll stand out here listening." he told me.

I started to record what hurts the most. Since I'm feeling a little down right now.

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Okay so I know she didn't write or record what hurts the most but I'm pretending that she did and a lot of other song in here are going to be like that.

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