Knowing The Cold Heart (Book 3)

Chapter 15 'You Need To Let It Go'

Sometimes you need to let things go because staying will only give you painful memories. Your path is done there so you need to take another path to new life decisions because only then you will find real happiness. So don't stay too long in the same place it's only holding you down -

(Picture above is Duyon)

2 Weeks Later...

Duyon's POV

I was in my workroom inside our house. I was feeling much better because Blaze was caring for me the whole time. He didn't let me make food or even let me shower myself. He did everything for me because he didn't want my wounds to open up. That's why I am feeling not sick anymore. My body was in great health because of him. 

Blaze came inside the room giving me some cookies and a cup of tea. ''I think I will go tomorrow to work because I am all healed up'' I said to Blaze with a smile. He put the plate and cup on my table before looking at me with a frown. 

''I think that's not a great idea, Duyon'' Blaze said in a serious tone before sitting on my couch in the workroom. I closed my laptop before standing up and sitting next to him. 

''Why? I need to go to work. I can't let you provide for the both of us'' I said in a hard tone. Blaze stopped going to his studio because he didn't want to leave me alone at home. So he used the empty room we had as his studio. It's two weeks since he's working from home. I know he's worried about my mental state. 

''The job is not suitable for you anymore, even Ton has said that you going to work again in the mental institution will only feed your trauma'' Blaze said in a serious tone. I shook my head in disbelief. 

''You and Ton already saw how much I am doing better mentally. I even listened to your request to do weekly therapy sessions with Ton. Why can't I go to work?'' I asked him in an irritated tone not understanding his reasons. 

''Please Duyon, you need to stop working inside the mental institution. It is not good for your mind and you have already enough money to retire from working'' Blaze said with a sad smile before holding my shaking hands down. I was feeling my stress come up. I hate that feeling because it's as if I was drowning slowly in cold water. 

I didn't reply because what he said was true. I don't even know why I am obsessed with working there. A part of me that is still stuck in the past wants to help those who wronged him inside that hellish mental institution. 

''I know that place is special in your heart because you know how it is to be a patient there. So Duyon you need to let it go, in order for you to be truly happy. You've already done your part there'' Blaze said with a smile before kissing me on the lips. Without even realizing it tears fell down my cheeks. 

''You don't have to stop working but you need to do something else. Somethings that brings you joy and excitement'' He said with a smile before wiping my tears off my cheeks. I kissed him back before hugging him closely ''Alright, I will give Nina a call and tell her to give my duty to someone who is qualified'' I told him with a sad smile. 

He has a point, I need to let my past go. It's only possible if I stop working there. 

Blaze's POV

''How did the therapy session go with Ton?'' I asked Duyon after he sat next to me on the passage seat of my car. After the videotape I got from Ton, I've thought about how I can help Duyon because before I didn't pay attention to his mental health or even his well-being. Duyon needs to feel that I am by his side no matter what. If he feels that way he wouldn't hide important things such as his mental struggles.