R + E •Reddie•

Notebook

Eddies POV:
I woke up to Richie shaking me

Eddie: "it's like 5 In the morning what the fuck"

Richie: "ya I know but I don't want to sleep out here it's fucking cold"

Eddie: "this was your god damn idea"

Richie: "Yeah I didn't know we were gonna sleep up here and you're to fat to carry"

Eddie: "oh my fucking god"

I got up and climbed down my tree to my window and Richie followed. Once I was in my room I immediately got onto my bed and covered myself up with the blankets.

Richie: "so uh can you help me make a bed on the floor"

Eddie: "oh my god just sleep in my bed"

I scooted over so he could lay down

Richie: "woah Eddie I didn't know you liked me that mu-"

Eddie: "I'm about to change my mind"

Richie finally shut up and laid down next to me. Right as I tried falling asleep I heard Richies annoying ass voice

Richie: "I cant sleep"

Eddie: "I can"

Richie: "ughhh"

I faced towards him

Eddie: "go to sleep dude it's way to early for this"

Richie: "Oh my god I'll try"

He closed his eyes and I caught myself staring at him again.

Richie: "you know it's hard to sleep when your staring at me"

Eddie: "well I gotta make sure you go to sleep"

Richie: "I think you just wanna stare at my amazing face"

Eddie: "Go to sleep"

Richie slowly started to fall asleep and so did I, right as I was gonna go back to sleep I heard Richie say

Richie: "you didn't deny it"

I was way to tired to argue so I just pretended I was sleeping.

In the morning

Richies POV:
I woke up and was facing Eddie. He looked way more peaceful while he was sleeping. I got up slowly trying not to wake Eddie up but failed.

Eddie: "dude what time is it"

Richie: "like 8:30am"

Eddie: "what are you doing"

Richie: "I don't know I'm hella bored"

Eddie: "you just woke up and you already wanna do something?"

Richie: "Well duh"

Eddie: "when are you gonna go home"

Richie: "in like 30 minutes"

We were on summer vacation and started school in like a week. You don't understand how much I hate school. It's so fucking dumb, Eddie says I just don't like it because I don't understand anything though but he's wrong I am so smart.

Eddie: "k cuz I don't want my mom knowing you stayed the night. She'll kill me."

Richie: "your mom loves me!"

Eddie: "no dude! If anything your her least favorite friend out of all my friends"

Richie: "how rude"

Eddie: "also you still haven't fixed my fucking window what am I gonna tell my mom?!"

Richie: "oh come on! You're still mad about that!"

Eddie: "WHY WOULDN'T I BE?!"

Richie: "it happened so long ago okay like get over it😒"

Eddie: "IT WAS YESTERDAY!"

I took out some leftover money threw it at Eddie then jumped out his window onto his tree quickly climbing down.

Eddie: "WHAT THE FUCK?! THIS WONY PAY FOR IT ALL!!"

Richie: "TELL YOUR MOM BOWERS THREW A ROCK AT YOUR WINDOW OR SOMETHING!"

Eddie: "FUCK YOU!"

I walked away from his house holding the middle finger at him. While walking home I made sure to be careful that Henry and his gang didn't see me. When I got home there was paint on the front door

Get out of this town faggot

Stupid fucking Henry! I went inside and put some water and soap in a bowl the grabbed a rag. I went back outside to clean it up. If my parents saw this they'd be pissed. Luckily they didn't come back till Sunday and it was Thursday. After like 15 minutes I finally got it all off and after I did I went upstairs and laid down on my bed. I then sat up and grabbed a notebook I had kept under my bed. I usually wrote personal things in there because I didn't have anyone to really talk to. Of course I had friends but there were certain things I definitely couldn't tell them. Never in a million years. Those things being stuff like having feeling for Eddie, id rather die then have them find out.
I opened up the notebook and started to write a latter to Eddie, I wasn't gonna actually give it to him but I just felt like it. It's cringe I know but it makes me feel nice

I've always had these feelings for you Ed's. Every second I'm with you I can't help but smile because of how happy you make me. We've been friends since kindergarten and seeing you everyday is a blessing. I could never tell you because then everyone would know that the rumors were right. Richie Toizer is a fairy and has a little gay crush on his best friend. I'd look pathetic. But I do love you Eddie and I wish I didn't because I know you don't feel the same. It'd be nice to let you know though.

-Love Richie

I closed the notebook and put it back under my bed because I didn't want anyone to see it. If anyone had I would've been done for. I really liked Eddie. But it's better if no one ever knew.