Complicated City hearts

Chapter 15

He orders us some Chinese food and shows me his bedroom. His bedroom has even more paintings, and designs all over the walls. "Sorry it might be kind of a mess."
"No, it's okay. Your room is so nice, I love it here." We both look at each other and for some reason we both know. We just know that we are gonna end up the rest of our lives together. I know it. Imagining myself moving in together with him, sharing the same bed, kitchen, bathroom, and home. He already feels like home. It really doesn't matter how long you have known someone to be in love. It's like that soul to soul connection that you feel with each other what matters. But, it really does feel like we have known each other forever even though it's been a couple months knowing each other already. Time keeps going by faster and faster, second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour, weeks by weeks, months by months, and then sooner or later years by years.
"Do you want to sit on my bed or couch and watch movies while eating?"
"Either one I say."
"Couch it is." We both laugh.
I sit on the couch next to Sebastian and we both try to find a movie to watch. I was thinking a romance movie would be the best choice. "Hey, have you seen the movie "The Notebook?" He asks me.
"Yes I have, I love that movie!" I am super happy that he has seen that movie too.
"Same! Would you like to watch it with me?"
"Yes. I would love to."
He starts the movie and he gets a notification and a knock on the door that our chinese food is here. He sits down next to me and we both set out the chinese food and start eating it. It tastes so good and I honestly feel like I am in heaven right now. We continue to eat, watch the movie, and talk. He puts his arm around me and I get butterflies. A couple hours later, we finally had finished eating and watching the movie.
"I love that movie so much." I say.
"I love that movie so much too, Julie."
"Yes, what if we had what Noah and Allie had?"
"What if we did Julie?"
"Wouldn't that be so amazing?"
"Yes, it sure would be pretty amazing, beautiful."
I have so much hope that we will have kids and a family together someday. I hope we can have that love that is unconditional and lasts forever. Where we grow old together and pass away next to each other, while all our kids are all grown up with their families too. I decide to grab another fortune cookie from our chinese food, even though I always get bad fortunes. I open one and once again, my stomach drops. Every. Single. Time. It's like my whole world shuts down and I start to worry again. When things get good, things also tend to get bad again. Every time. This time it says "The person in front of you is hiding something from you, choose wisely." What does that mean? I can't trust Sebastian? He is hiding something from me? I really hope not. I start to get shaky and nervous so I set the fortune down and get up from the couch. Sebastian looks at me confused. "Hey, can I use your restroom real quick?" I ask him.
"Yeah beautiful, of course you can."
"Thank you."
He leads me down the hallway to his bathroom and I quickly run in and slam the door. I tend to have bad anxiety still, and it hasn't always been easy.
"Julie, is something wrong? Are you okay?" He asks me but I don't answer.
I hear him walk away and then he comes back. I open the door and he holds the fortune right in front of me. "What is going on Julie? Are you upset about this slip of paper?"
"I... I um... I don't know." I gulp.
"Juliet. I care about you more than you know. I am not hiding anything from you..." He says nervously.
"Are you sure?" I say.
"Yes. Juliet, I never want to hurt you."
Something about his answer doesn't seem very reassuring. He still seems pretty suspicious and nervous that I asked that. But, I ignore it anyways. He pulls me in and gives me a hug. He picks me up and takes me to his bedroom and slowly puts me down on the bed. "I want to be with you forever." He says. He kisses me and we both make out for a while. I cuddle next to him and he just holds me in his arms. I play with his hair and he gets up and we start to kiss again, only this time he starts to kiss my neck. "Is this okay?" He asks me.
"Yes." I say, and he continues. An hour passes and I am currently just laying in his arms. He fell asleep and I decide to play with his hair some more, and then his eyes start to open. "Hi beautiful."
"Hi." I say smiling at him. We both get up and decide to stay up all night together and it was already 10pm. He unpacks more of the stuff that we bought at the store and most is for Florida. "Are you ready to plan some ideas of what we could do in Florida?" He smiles.
"Yeah, let's do it!" I say.
We look up some places in Florida and there are so many to choose from. There are shops, ice cream places, surfing, and the beach of course, and so much more. I am so excited. We write down some places and ideas on a piece of paper and both just smile at each other for like a minute. "I am so happy and glad that I get to go with you to my favorite place ever." Sebastian says, smiling big.
"I am too Sebastian." I get more butterflies. We finally finish writing down all of our ideas and decide that we should start packing soon for it. Summer isn't for another two months but we decide to anyway.