[Y/n's pov]
Seoul
New city new life they said. Coming here after years of living in a small town was not easy at all, and if I have to be honest I was also a bit scared.
What if I wasn't able to meet new friends? Then I would be all alone in a city that's too big for me.
These were the thoughts that tormented my mind when I first arrived here to start a new experience: College
However, they were soon proven wrong as I was able to make friends on the first day here. I was surprised with myself, since I'm actually an introvert and I don't open up easily to others.
Living in a university dorm definitely did its part. In fact the first friend I met was my rommate Dayeon. She was immediately talkative, and that helped me break the ice.
When lessons started, in September, she introduced me to her group of friends and I was very happy that I was able to integrate so well. Years ago I struggled to get some male friends since I was so timid I used to stick only with female ones. Looking at my progresses now I can say that I'm proud of how I've changed for the better.
In this group of friends there was also a boy that caught my attention, his name is Jay. He was very handsome and seemed sweet as well.
After two months he started to show some interest in me, and I for once believed that maybe it was my turn to experience that love I've never felt before in my whole life.
Soon after we started hanging out together, I believed we went on dates actually, and I was very happy with how things were going.
I had a solid group of friends, I also found someone I liked that seemed to like me back, what more could I have asked for?
That's what I thought until december, maybe I was too naive to notice what was actually happening.
Me and Jay started dating officially around november and things seemed to go full steem. We often went out together and we also studied together. But soon I started to notice that he was becoming impatient, it seemed that he was not that interested in the person I was, he wanted something else. To put it straight, he just wanted to fuck me and move on.
As I discovered what his real intentions were I left him immediately. I was broken hearted. I wrongly believed that he actually liked me, when instead he only wanted my body.
I started distancing myself from my group of friends, only to find soon after Jay and Dayeon kissing in our shared apartment.
I was utterly disgusted, to say the least. The one I believed to be a friend was kissing with that shitty playboy who played with my feelings.
December was a rough month. I wanted to change rommate but I had to wait till the end of the exams, in January.
I could say that I pratically lost all my friends as I didn't want to hang out in a group with Jay, Dayeon and I also stopped talking. We were living in the same place just ignoring each other.
She sometimes would even bring Jay over just to let me listen to their nasty shit.
By the end of the exams I was a changed person. What I believe would become a wonderful year, started instead as the worst ever. I was really all alone with to one to count on.
Finally at the end of January I was able to move into another dormitory, and I requested for a single apartment. I didn't want to experience what happened in the first four months of college.
When I moved in, I was first approached by the girls who were living on the same floor as mine. Their names were Yeji and Yujin.
They seemed very friendly from the beginning, but I was a little more cautious than before. You could say that what happened in the first semester left a trauma.
The girls were also part of a group of friends, and they soon wanted to introduce me to them.
During March I met some of them, their names are Soobin, Lia, Taehyun, Kai and Chaeyeon.
I was happy to meet these new friends as they seemed more genuine that the other ones. They were alla nice and funny and they also accepted me in their group quickly.
After a couple of weeks with the group I still needed to encounter two of them. Apparently, they went back to their hometown for a bit, and that's why I wasn't able to meet them before.
I finally felt like I found a balance again in this university life, and things were starting to come my way.
I was a new person, I felt the determination I had back at the beginning of the first semester and I was ready to experience many things with my new friends.
Author's note
Hii!! This is the first chapter and I did a recap of what happened during the first months of college to y/n. Beomgyu will also appear in the next chapter don't worry.
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Fanfiction"You were always so focused on what surrounded you, that you didn't notice what you needed had always been just next to you" Beomgyu x y/n (fem)
