[Y/n's pov]
The next few weeks were hell.
The summer holidays started and I had all the time I wanted to spend with my friends, but how could I be all smiley with that couple always in front of me?
I hate to admit it, but I wished Chaeyeon never existed in this group.
Now not only Beomgyu didn't reciprocate my feelings, but he was also happily in love with one of my friends.
If this was a nightmare I wished to wake up soon.
"How about going to the beach?" Proposed Yeonjun interrupting my thoughts
"That sounds amazing!" Answered Yeji
"Yes it sounds fun, but where should we go?" Asked Kai
"If I remember well Soobin has a house near Hamdeok beach right?" Spoke again Yeonjun
"Yeah you remember correctly. I'll ask my parents and I'll let you know asap" answered Soobin.
Fantastic.
Now I had to put up with the couple even while relaxing.
Don't get me wrong I love spending time with this group and I dreamed of spending some with them this summer.
But this whole Beomgyu-Chaeyeon thing changed everything.
It was already hard for me seeing them together like this. I couldn't imagine having to bear all this for like one week straight.
The truth is that I was hurting more than I wanted to admit. I tried not to show the others how broken I was, and it was hard.
Bottling my feelings like this was not the right path, but that's what I always did.
Even if I knew that in the end I would be all scratched on the inside, I couldn't bring myself to tell someone else what was going on with me.
I know it sounds contradictory, but that's the way I was and, even if I try, changing is not that easy.
When Soobin got his parents' approvance we planned our week at the beach.
His house was big enough for all of us, so I was destined to stick with the couple all day.
Not gonna lie, even last minute I was ready to ditch everything and spend the week by myself at home.
But then again I didn't want to lose some quality time with my friends because of them.
I didn't want their relationship to influence my life that much, and that's why I decided to go and bear the pain.
"Let this relaxing week begin!" Screamed Yeonjun as we entered Soobin's house.
The house had two floors and everyone was able to find a place to sleep.
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𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 𝐟𝐟
Fanfiction"You were always so focused on what surrounded you, that you didn't notice what you needed had always been just next to you" Beomgyu x y/n (fem)
