[Y/n's pov]
When we came back home from Jeju I was sadly relieved that the holiday was over.
The words Beomgyu said lingered in my mind the remaining days and I wasn't able to fully enjoy myself.
Beomgyu acted normal, he probably didn't remember anything that was about to heppen between us.
And I was okay with that.
It would have been awkward otherwise.
Still, I was a bit hurt that he only acted that way thinking that I was someone else.
Was I really not that likeable?
Like, I'm almost in my third year of college and no guy has showed interest in me.
Only jay, but that was fake so I guess it doesn't count.
I was alone all my life and I was fine with the idea of being by myself, but right now I'm in a place where I would like to experience being loved and have my stupid crush like me back.
Are my expectations far too high?
Maybe.
Summer ended in a flash and a new semester was beginning.
This was going to be our last year, and I was already feeling melancholic about the ending of this chapter of life I began two years ago.
Sadly I had to move dorm, since this year's lessons took place in another building.
I was moved far distant from where my friends stayed, and it broke my heart a little.
I was used to have them always around me, we were either studying together, hanging out or eating at the canteen.
The news that I had to move shocked me a bit, it meant I had to begin again from zero.
It was a good 40 minutes walk from my campus to my friends' one, and it would have been difficult to meet as frequently as we did before.
And again I was alone, the story of my life I guess. I wished some of them to move here, but all their lessons took place in the same buildings as last year. Good for them.
As I predicted, when the semester started I hardly saw them.
It wasn't anything ill-intentioned, they just didn't have the time to come all the way here.
And it was understandable, lessons finished late and we were all tired.
But I was still with them basically every weekend. Not gonna lie though, I felt a bit out of place everytime I saw them because they sometimes would talk about things I didn't know.
And I know it sounds stupid, but it was a bit disappointing for me to be the only one staying in another campus.
I always struggled with friendships, and I feared that this would distance us.
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𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 𝐟𝐟
Fanfiction"You were always so focused on what surrounded you, that you didn't notice what you needed had always been just next to you" Beomgyu x y/n (fem)
