Consider Yourself Lucky

Ten

The entire drive home I try not to cry. I don't know what I would be crying about but the tears start forming. When I finally pull into the driveway, I just break down crying. Collin pulls in and I quickly wipe my eyes and grab a napkin from my glovebox to blow my nose. I pull myself together and get out of my car.

"I don't think that uniform would look that hot on anyone else to be quite honest with you." Collin walks up to me and grabs my waist. He pulls me in for a kiss and immediately I feel a little better. We walk up the walkway and as I go to unlock the door, I realized it's already unlocked. The paramedics probably didn't lock the door after they took Grandma out. I open the door and Flake is waiting at the bottom of the stairs.

"You can go pick a movie. I need to take a shower and get some different clothes on. Make yourself comfortable. I won't take long."

Collin goes into the kitchen and sets the pizza on the counter. I drag myself up the stairs to my room. I just need five minutes to wash up. I haven't done laundry yet so all I have to change into are sweatpants and a tank top. I don't have to look decent. I jump in the shower and do a quick wash. I used the Cucumber Melon soap again since he seemed to like it last time. I don't even bother washing my hair. I dry myself off and throw my clothes on. When I get downstairs, Collin found all the dinner ware and set the table.

"A little fancy for a pizza night, isn't it? I'm letting you know now I am not using silverware to eat my pizza. And you forgot the ranch." I go to the fridge and grab the bottle of ranch in the door.

"Ranch on pizza? Are you crazy? Let me know now before I get too invested."

"Don't knock it until you try it. Here, take a bite." I put some ranch on a piece of pizza and put it towards his lips.

"If it tastes bad, I'm going to puke all over you." He takes a bite and looks surprised.

"Well, you aren't puking so I'm going to say you like it."

"How have I gone my whole life without trying ranch on pizza. This is mind blowing."

"I told you. I don't play about my pizza with ranch."

We share a bowl of ranch with our pizza and when we're done eating, he helps me wash the dishes. I didn't know company like this would be so calming. We've spent the last couple days together and I know it's a bit early, but I can feel myself catching strong feelings for him. We finish the dishes and I lead him to the living room and turn on the TV.

"What movie do we want to watch?"

"Anything with Adam Sandler."

"Okay, deal." I click on Netflix and put the first Adam Sandler movie on that I can find. I feel my eyes getting heavy twenty minutes into the movie. It's too early to be this tired. It's probably the stress of Grandma being in the hospital. I just need to relax. I grab a blanket from the other side of the couch and lay my head on Collin's shoulder.

"I hope you don't mind. Just trying to get comfortable." He gives me a side eye and grins.

"I don't mind at all." He puts his arm around me and pulls me closer to him. Now this is considered cuddling. I feel warm next to him, I feel safe. I wasn't paying too much attention to the movie. I keep dozing off. Collin must have noticed because he waved his hand in front of my face.

"I'm still awake, I'm just a bit tired."

"If you're tired, I can go, we can watch a movie another time. Go up and go to bed." I don't want him to go. I want him to stay so I'm not alone.

"I don't want you to leave. You make me feel safe and I don't want to be here by myself."

"Okay, I can stay. Do you have an extra pillow I could use?"

"Yeah, let me grab it for you."

I go into the laundry room closet where we store our extra linens and grab a pillow and an extra blanket. Grandma has like four extra pillows for when her friends get a bit too tipsy on card night and they drink a little too much wine.

"Here you go, do you need anything else?"

"Just one thing." He pulls me closer and kisses my lips softly. His lips are like heaven.

"Goodnight. I'm sorry if the couch is uncomfortable."

I turn around and go up to my room. I lay down on my bed and try to get in a comfortable position. A little while later I get the sudden urge to go back downstairs. Is it bad to take advantage of the fact Grandma is in the hospital? I have the house to myself and after last night's little sexting bit, I want him. I get out of bed and open my door. I can still hear the TV on so he's probably finishing up the movie we started. When I get downstairs, I turn into the living room. He turns his head to look at me. I walk over to him and just stand in front of him, blocking the TV.

"I thought you were tired. The movie is almost over. If the sound is bothering, you I can turn it off."

"The sound isn't bothering me at all." I slowly put my arms around his neck and sit on his lap. As I straddle him, I run my fingers through his hair. I kiss him gently and swipe my tongue against his. In a matter of seconds, I feel him getting excited. I grind myself against him to let him know I want him. I want all of him. He tries talking to me between kisses.

"Are you sure? I don't want to force you to do anything." I thought I would be scared for my first time. I still kind of am but I'm craving him so badly. I can't believe I'm making the first move. I look him in the eyes and I'm shocked at the words that come out of my mouth.

"The only forcing I want, is you forcing yourself inside me." Like a light switch, his entire body language changed. He puts his arms around my waist and picks me up. He's carries me upstairs and finds my room in no time. He places me on my bed as if I'm some kind of precious cargo. This is really about to happen.

"I hope this doesn't ruin the mood, but I wanted to let you know. I've never done this before."

His eyes meet mine and I don't know if it's because I'm already so turned on already but, his eyes are now my new favorite color.

"That's okay. It just means I can take my time and make it worth the wait." He kisses me between each word. He climbs on the bed to be on top of me. I reach to take his shirt off and he rips mine off. He pulls my pants down and kisses down my body. I arch my back just a little and take deep breaths. He's really good at this. I unzip his jeans as he kisses my neck. He's feeling my breasts, my nipples just as hard as he is. He goes down and slides my lacey panties off with such caution. He comes back up, his face barely touching mine.

"Are you ready?"

"I'm ready." He slowly plays with me before sliding inside. I flinch a little and he pulls himself out.

"No, don't stop. Keep going."

After I assure him it's okay. He pushes himself back inside me. It's a good thing we're the only ones here because I've never moaned so loud in my life. With each thrust, I moan louder and louder. He stops and pulls out. He flips me onto my stomach and spreads my ass cheeks apart. I shake my ass a little to turn him on even more. He rams himself back inside of me and brings his arm under to play with me. With each stroke I'm closer to finishing. After what feels like forever of such slow, passionate sex. I scream as I climax, and my legs shake. I'm assuming he finished too because he drops his sweaty body on the side of me.

"So, how was your first time?" Smartass. I have to regulate my breathing. An orgasm like that should be illegal.

"It was alright." He looks shocked.

"Just alright? Maybe we should go again." I laugh and assure him it was amazing. We lie there naked and just admire each other. He kisses my forehead and apart from everything happening with Grandma, this is the happiest I've been in a long time.