a french song (Marina)

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A/N: the dialogues are to be imagined in Italian. The action takes place in Italy

The songs are translated. But those are french songs.

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'She knew the secret
Of hurricane evenings
She had the regrets
Of the mornings of a child
She had in her head
A melancholy
That capsized the days of celebration

She had the bohemia
In the heart in the skin
She knew how to say I love you
But not with words
She was the insolence
She was the madness
It drives me crazy when I think about it

She lives her life, and I in my silence
I survive her, passenger of absence
I sing and laugh under the sky
Can we live without her
She lives her life, and in my solitude
I survive her rather by habit
Only my dreams have news of her
I can't live without her

She had the way
To talk about a novel
With more emotion
Than her feelings
She had violence
Outbursts of passion
And then, suddenly indifference

I imagined her eyes
The sky exactly
And I thought that God
Had had talent
She was deliverance
She was a mockery
It drives me crazy when I think about it'

She listened to this song over and over. Carina had not heard from Maya for two months. This had happened during their fight at the end of November last year.

Carina had been contacted for a job interview at a well-known hospital in Rome. This was 500 kilometers away from their home, Verona.

She was still reliving this scene very vividly in her mind. Her blue eyes, of a magnificent blue, which stared at her in anger.

This glance which had made capsize her heart. The one there even which devoured her and which made that she was sometimes late. This blue which could have made her give up all her convictions, all her principles and all her desires.

/Flashback/

- "and so there, you made your decision?" Maya asked in an angry tone.

-"Maya it's only an interview, it doesn't commit me to anything" the brunette tried to calm things down

- "yes, well, who goes to an interview 500 kilometers away from home, if not to consider a job offer?"

- "Maya, this is the best hospital in the country, I would have my own department, that's something to consider, and they contacted me not the other way around"

- "and obviously your ex-girlfriend lives there, that's very convenient!"

- "this has absolutely nothing to do with Gabriella"

- "if you say so!"

- "Maya, don't take everything the wrong way, you could be happy for me, a big hospital wants me to become a department head in their premises".

-"All I can see is that you want to go to Rome without me, without thinking for a second about our future, about us. This is the first time I've been in a couple, that I've made an effort and if you want my humble opinion, I don't see what good it has done us. What good has it done me?"

-"You're not serious?"

- "oh well, yes, after all I have the impression that I don't recognize you, maybe I don't know you at all. You have always claimed Verona as the city from which you could never leave and the first hospital that contacts you outside Verona you run to. And the worst thing in this story, I repeat... There's your exe!"

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