Marina & Stefanielle One Shot (En)

Stardust (Marina)

Carina had been in Seattle for a little over five years now. Her brother Andrea had been killed a few months earlier. She was still in a relationship with Maya but staying in Seattle had become complicated, obviously she loved the captain, but she was wondering if that was enough for her happiness.

-" Maya, I don't think you really understand, I've never stayed in one place, it's hard for me, since I left Italy I've never lived in one place for more than two years and I've been here for five."

-" But Carina, you have a permanent contract at Grey+Sloan Memorial, you have me..."

-" Babies are born in every country in the world and not just here Maya and I ... it's become too hard to walk these halls, there's not a corner where I don't see Andrea "

-" Change hospitals, go to Seattle Pres"

-" Is that your solution to my not well being, that I should change hospitals and go to a worse one? Maya, you're a careerist, you of all people should understand the feeling I have, there's this hospital in Edinburgh that's doing a clinical trial on removing a diseased gene from an embryo, and they contacted me! and this other hospital in Singapore that's been asking me every year for the past three years to come to their hospital to work, and the one in Paris..."

-" I understood Carina, the whole world wants you... but so do I".

-"I really love my job and since I did the orgasm study, I haven't done anything else here in Maya except deliver babies and stuff."

- "and... so... I'm not enough for you anymore?"

-"I never said that, Maya, you know I love you."

-"and yet you want to go to the other side of the planet" the captain was annoyed she couldn't keep her cool and Carina just seemed sorry for the situation.

-"I didn't say I was leaving forever, I might come back."

- "you 'might' ... so it's just a possibility, and what do I do in the meantime? wait for you, don't wait for you? take a break? Do we break up?"

-" Maya, I think you are the love of my life".

- "ah... so besides the fact that you 'might' come back, you 'think' I'm the love of your life... you don't act like it though... and that's a lot of quotes for me to reserve my future for you Carina"

-"Bambina, you don't want kids, we've already talked about that, so if I can't have kids, I want to be able to focus on my second passion, my work"

-"So it's the kids, your job, then me, okay, I'll take note".

-"stop what I said, but admit that your work is more important to you than me".

-" You're not seriously asking me that Carina? if you had told me that a year ago, the answer would probably have been yes, my work was the most important thing for me, but Carina you can't really think that right now".

-"and yet you don't want anything serious with me"

- "just because I don't want kids, I'm not sure that I want kids, doesn't mean I don't want a life with you Carina"

- "why is everything always so complicated with you?"

-"I didn't think that wanting to make a life with you was something complicated."

- "you always have to do it by your rules Maya".

-" Why are we together in the first place, if you are unhappy with me?"

- "I never said I was unhappy"

- "I don't really see any difference with how you feel though, I do not"