Project S

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕿𝖜𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖞-𝕿𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖊

|Sonic's POV|

I think I just spend of my day and night sleeping, to save up my energy, there really wasn't anything I could in this room besides just prove to Shadow that I'm not a disappointment, though the look on his face just tells me other wise, I just need something to end this pain I'm feel in gut, I know he's gonna be mad at me for using the fork that was on the plate to carve the words Disappointment on the side of my leg, but that's just how I feel, I just don't know what's wrong with.

I don't know why I was created.
I don't know why I'm so alone in my thoughts.
I don't know what anything thing means.

I just look over at the full plate of food that Shadow left me when I was sleeping, I know he's gonna end up being concerned about me. Since I hadn't talked him and I've barely been moving much.

I was hungry, but I can go days maybe months without eating something and that's just how I'm gonna out.

Slowly
By Starvation

It's just how I feel right now, I can't be happy, always a disappointment to everyone, I've meet. I sat up when I heard the door open to the room I was staying at I was hoping it was Shadow or Rouge.

"Sonic?"

It was Shadow, I just felt like crying there right now, but I had to keep it in, I just want tell him that I was sorry for being a pain in the ass, and being such a pathetic excuse of being his Ultimate Counterpart. I heard something being placed by the bed side table I look over to see a notebook and pencil.

"Just tell me what's on your mind" he said to me.

I don't know what came over me but I started to write out some like an apology, i did I care so much about him, it felt like yesterday I just met him, but the feeling in my gut is telling me that we've knew either for what sounded like years. I finished writing down what I needed to say.

I don't know, I just wanted his approval. More than anyone else

I know the Scientists had said that I had this weird connection with Project Shadow, and so did Shadow, with me and now we are together at last and I just fucked up our first introduction by almost killing my self and injuring myself.

Have we always this this connection, I know that we were created the same way, just I was with more chaos energy than he was, but for some reason I always know where he was and even if he was five miles away.

I didn't let him get the chance to read my apology, I just grab a hold of his arm.

"P-Please...I'm s-sorry" I tell him, I vocal cords hurt from just crying to much.

A sigh escapes his lips before he turned to look at me.

"Sonic, I'm only doing this cause I want to understand"

Have I always been this close to him, I mean I remember that kiss I forced on him, it felt good even if he didn't kiss me back, I don't know what's wrong with me and I don't know what this feeling is, but I don't want it to stop I want more of it, and looking into Shadow's eyes I needed him.

|Third Person POV|
⚠️ Warning Mentions of Sexual Themes ⚠️

Shadow didn't know what this feel was when he was looking at into Sonic's eyes they didn't look dull and lifeless anymore but just full of regret and loneliness, his eyes had some spark in them which was something they were missing. And that kiss they had three weeks ago it was more of a force kiss than anything but it felt nice, before he continue with this thought and felt a pair of lips on his own, his eyes widen when saw Sonic kissing him, it wasn't like that night though it was more passionate, but the ebony hedgehog was compelled to just kiss him back.