I made my way to my home after this interview with Minho was over... I had such a hard day all I needed was a refreshing bath, and maybe isolate myself for a decade. Now, every time I think about Taehyung I am sad.
We cant just end like this before we even started. It would honestly seem super humiliating.
The first person I noticed when I walked in the living room was Namjoon, literally sleeping in the sofa while the Tv was still turned on. What is he even doing? I kneeled and started playing with his hair just to wake him up.
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He was making weird faces in his sleep maybe because he wasnt aware of my hand on his hair. Then he slowly lifted his eyelids.
Namjoon: You are back?
He smiled.
Y/n: Go to sleep on the bed if you dont wanna hate yourself in the morning Joonie...
I was about to get up and leave but he was fast enough to grab ,e by the wrist and bring me closer to him.
N: No wait...
Y/n: What?
N: You dont seem too well... Wanna talk...
Y/n: I-I am fine... just tired....
I was about to leave again but actually remembered the trip. I need to ask him because Friday is right around the corner.
Y/n: Um Joon...
My voice made him pay total attention on me finally. How can he be so happy and smily when he just woke up.
N: Yeah?
Y/n: There is a school trip this week... Friday to Monday... I really wanna go...
I noticed his face. It seemed so expressionless I seriously couldnt tell if he was rooting for me or just disliked the idea. Maybe because he was still a little sleepy. He even took a while to answer maybe because he was thoughtful over the matter.
N: I mean... All of your class is gonna be there?
Well, some people of my class will be there so practically I am not lying. Right? No... I mean... I have to go. I promised taehyung I will do my best for the game. I cant just ditch out now, in the last challenge. So I practically gritted my teeth and lied. I am a terrible person I know!
Y/n: Yep...
Namjoon: Then I guess. Okay? But let me think about it some more... I dont see the harm in it though... Mmhm Okay I guess?
He seemed pretty confused. I get it! Sio many thoughts combined. He is almost like a parent. From the day our parents died he was the only family I have. Thats why I feel a lil guilty to lie to him. Cause I know he would never lie to me.
Y/n: I love you Namjoon...
All the tiredness of the day came out in raw emotions. It was the first time in my life I was so straightforward and honest. Even Joon was super surprised with what I just said. He looked at me with such a touching face. He even groaned a little maybe because he was not expecting that much from me.
