Needy Lips

locker room

Being alone for a while is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't want to deal with people anymore

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Yesterday, when the scene happened, I felt like a fool. A total FOOL. After I got downstairs, I told everyone it was late and went home. No one really cared because they were so drunk except Zayn

He was looking at me suspiciously the whole time. I think he wasn't drunk at all. I think he knows something's wrong with me

The cab driver drove me home in peaceful silence. Often, I like to talk to new people, to get to know them but now, I was glad he didn't want to conversate either

I gave him his money when he stopped in front of my house and then skipped up the stairs towards the door

The house was dark, no one is probably awake. That means dad isn't awake because mom is gone and bro is at the party. Dad's home alone, and I promised to play him my song tonight

He knows I can take care of myself so that's why he didn't call. He knows I'll always come back. Like a cat

I carefully opened the door and shined with the torch in my phone to not wake dad up.

The stairs felt higher than I remember, I tripped a few times trying to reach the top. I prayed to God to not wake dad. He wouldn't be angry, he'd be disappointed

As soon as I got into my room, I let out the breath I was holding this whole time. I exhaustedly stumbled to my bed and fell right on top of it

And that's how the Tuesday night ended

I woke up today just before my alarm went off which pissed me off because I hate when I wake up before my alarm goes off

I went into my shower with a slight headache. After washing my body and hair, I went down to breakfast.

My dad was home which made me think about yesterday's night. I promised I'll play him my song yet I rather went to the party which was a complete disaster

Dad looked at me before looking at the pan in front of him. He was upset because I didn't play him the song yesterday night.

"Dad?" I slowly walked toward him. I heard him hum but he didn't turn around, that made me feel much worst

"I'm sorry I didn't play you the song yesterday. My friends asked me to go to the party with them. I promise I'll play it to you tonight okay?" I touched his shoulder making him look at me

He had bags under his eyes, I'm sure he didn't sleep well this night. "At least you could say that you're not coming tonight, I was excited for the song that I came home earlier but you weren't here," He said in a low voice before looking at the pan again, he was making eggs and bacon

"I'm really sorry dad, I completely forgot and I feel so bad about it. I'm sorry" I gently kissed his cheek and hurried up the stairs with an apple in my hand

I blow-dried my hair while eating the apple. I put on some makeup and put on my jeans and my oversized t-shirt. I'm not really in the mood for something skinny

Like a homeless myself, I skipped down the stairs again and said goodbye to my dad, and drove to my school

I was pretty nervous about all that can happen in school because I know Tom will be there. I didn't tell any of my friends, no one knows about anything except me and Tom. I hope he didn't tell anyone.