Needy Lips

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Fuck this shit I'm out

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The days when I dreamed about my first kiss. How beautiful will it be, with the right person and the one I'll marry one day. These days are gone. It's like I don't care about who I'll give it to, I just want to get rid of it, at all.

So that's what I'll do today, get rid of it. I'll kiss the first guy I want and I will not regret it because I'll blame the alcohol. I will not care because why should I, it's just a kiss

I remember the first time I was about to kiss a boy. It was in 6th grade and I was dating a guy named George. He was cute and so on, nothing serious but you know the first love

Just when I was about to kiss him, he sneezed. And the mucus from his nose fell right into my mouth. It was the worst feeling ever. It was disgusting. I've washed my mouth so many times before it felt quite normal

We broke up after that, I told him I don't want to see him anymore which was kinda hard when we went to the same class every day. At least no one found out

"Lily" a snap of a finger in front of me made me flinch. I looked up at Dylan and gave him a fake smile

"Yeah?"

"You kinda zoned out for like five minutes" he chuckled and sat on the couch next to me with a beer in his hand

Girls are upstairs preparing for the party while I'm already done. White tank top, blue denim shorts, and sneakers. I'm not really into dresses

"Really? I didn't even realize" I smiled nervously

"Yeah, I was talking to you and you were like you couldn't hear me. It was weird " Zayn joined our conversation and sat next to me from the other side

"I feel like I'm in a sandwich right now" I laughed and made myself more comfortable

The two of them looked at each other before squeezing into me more, taking my breath away

"Okay stop stop stop" I stood up and rather sat on the armchair next to the sofa

"You're no fun," Dyl said with a smirk

"I don't care" I frowned. Physical contact wasn't my thing. It's even worse with people I don't trust, which is Dylan. I don't know him that much, he's funny but that's all I knew. Oh, and the cookies

"We're heeere" Penn sang as they walked downstairs "what do you think boys?" They made a turn to show them their bodies

Penn had a white short dress with no straps while Fran had a black dress. They both had heels and they both looked amazing

"Hot as always girls" Dylan cheered "not as much as you tho" Dyl winked at me, and I rolled my eyes. He's just teasing me

"The party is about to start guys. We should go" Penn gave me the curious look while taking her bag. What did I do?

After 20 minutes, we were in the car. The cab driver made us wait for a long time so we didn't give him any tips. Bastard. I knew all of us would be wasted and drunk after the party so it was unnecessary to drive a car. They wanted tho...

"Bye," Zayn said while handing the driver the money

"How many did you get him?" I joined his walk towards the house. Others were in front of us excited about the whole idea to go to the party

"Not much, he made me mad tho" Zayn chuckled

"I feel ya" I laughed as we walked into the house. It was like a normal party in Cali. Drunk people, making out people, wasted people. This makes me curious because it's just half past 8 and they are already this drunk