The story of us// Hyunlix

"Baby"

November 2017
The Lee family has a tradition.
Once you turn 17, your parents buy you a place to live in. I have no idea where or why this tradition started, but I can't say I didn't like it.
So when I turned 17 my dad bought me a house. I wasn't allowed to live there alone yet because of my addiction so they let Ji come live with me and they would literally come and check every day.
Now to explain, Jisung and my parents had bonded a lot since I overdosed. They knew everything, how he was my dealer at first and how to become friends but they forgave him when they saw how sorry he was and how much he actually cared about me. They trust him more than me. Han wasn't just my roommate, he was now the one keeping me in check as well. Making sure I wasn't relapsing.
"Can I just smoke weed...it's not that strong it won't do anything" I asked one evening when we were sitting in the living room watching a drama.
"Absolutely not. Don't even ask again"
"Why?"
"You know why."
"But-"
"Felix, do you wanna heal and finally be happy, or do you wanna keep screwing things up?"
"I-I wanna heal..."
"Then shut up and keep watching the goddamn drama," he said annoyed.
"Ok..."
"Have you talked to Hyunjin lately?" Asked Jisung after a while.
"Yeah
""So...how are you guys doing?"
"Not much has changed...just we...I guess we fuck and don't really talk about what we feel and it's better that way"
"But you love him"
"I do but then again better if I wait to tell him that. Wait till I'm ready and stable, so if he still...wants me maybe we could be together. At least I hope. His feelings might have changed..."
"Yeah sure...that boy would take you in heartbeat"
"You don't know that"
"I can only guess of course, but I do think I'm right"
"I hope you are because he's...just I don't know he makes me feel so many things at once like I have no clue....he's...he's Yeah never mind"
"You're whipped" sighed Jisung.
"Shut up you cold-hearted asshole" I rolled my eyes.Then my phone started ringing. It was Hyunjin.
"Speaking of the devil," said Jisung after reading the caller ID.
"Be right back" I said and ran upstairs to my room.

"Hey"
"Hey Aussie chicken"
"What did you need Korean nuddle" I laughed.
"I wanted to hear your voice," he said making me blush.
"You heard it so goodnight" I teased.
"And" he proceeded to say.
"And?" I asked.
"I'm coming to Australia to take a test for the art school in like a week."
"Interesting. How does that affect me?" I said in a flirty tone.
"Oh I don't know maybe now that you have a new place and a new bed we could see if it is good for stuff"
"Stuff?"
"Yep stuff"
"Well sure but I can check that with someone else...
""No"
"Oh. No?"
"Just no."
"Possessive much..." I said smiling.
"You like it?"
"I do...keep talking like that and I'll get hard" I joked.
"So you want me to say things like...only I can fuck you or I own you?" He asked in a slightly deeper voice that send shivers down my body."Damn it...that sounds hot..."
"You wanna hear me say..." he said but stopped
"Say what?"
"...you're mine, only I get to fuck and touch and have you, you little whore. This?" He said and my blood rushed all the way down to my dick making me feel some type of way. Yes, I really wanted him to say that.
"Shit..." I breathed out.
"New kink unlocked I see. I'll keep that in mind when we test your bed. I Gotta go now. Bye Lixie"
"Bye"
"Oh and moan out my name while you take care of that erection," he said and I know he had a smirk on his face even though I couldn't see his face.
"Fuck you," I said and he hung up.It was actually hard. It was ridiculous how much power he had over me.I reached down and massaged my erection slowly.
"Fucking Hwang Hyunjin" I sighed before getting my hand under my underwear and touching myself at a slow pace. I let out a shaky breath as I ran my thumb in circular shapes around my tip, I closed my eyes and all I could think about was Hyunjin's hand touching and teasing me as I knew very well he could.
"Hyunjin" I moaned moving my hand  faster. It felt good but it was nothing like having his hand or his lips wrapped around me, or his dick buried deep inside me hitting my prostate with each thrust.
I missed that feeling. I craved it even. Now that I knew he was coming to Australia I was even more impatient.I arched my back and released my cum all over my fist and underwear.
I came but I wasn't satisfied. I needed Hyunjin.