You Are My Life

I Couldnt Imagine...

I go backstage waiting for my next appearance. I was so happy and my adrenaline was pumped. It was like all my nervousness disappeared. I wanted to go back out there. I missed the fans.

Michael was like a whole new person on stage. His entire persona changed, and the people loved him. He truly is the king of his craft. He came backstage during the interlude for a quick change of clothes. I stood back there with him while he changed. "Enjoying the show?" He asked jokingly. "Yeah I have a great view...the concert isn't so bad either." I laughed and winked. After that moment in the back of the plane, I couldn't help but be a little lusty for him. I've been waiting for him to make a move forever. "I'll see you on stage in a minute." he smiled as he ran past me back out.

We ended the show with Michael presenting the concert crew "...and last but not least the love of my life. The beautiful, Jayla!" He says grinning from ear to ear holding his hand out for me to grab. Does he know what he just said? I grab his hand and nervously smile as he pulls me close and kisses my cheek. We wave and walk off stage as I hear the crowd's screams one last time. The crew claps in celebration of the success of our first show. We've gotta do all again tomorrow.

Seeing as how that "love of my life" thing was never addressed I felt like I needed to. "So.." I said as Michael walked out the bathroom of our hotel room. "So?" He echoed. "Love of your life?" I asked trying to hide my smile. "Huh?" "Love of your life?" I repeat. He stops and thinks "What? You think that was too much?" He asks sitting on the edge of the bed. "No, I'm ok with it. But, you do know that's gonna get out in the media somehow?" I said. He sighs "Yeah, but I think people should know about Siedah and I now.." He laughed. I playfully hit his arm "Oh you and Siedah?" "Yeah! You didn't know?!" He jokes. "Well if that's the case.. Why isn't Siedah here instead of me?" I giggled walking towards the door. Michael grabs my arm and pulls me back onto the bed and lays on me, laughing. "Cause she's not the love of my life.." He smiles. I try to lift up "Are you sure? 'Cause I can go get her real quick." I laugh. "No, no, no.. I'm sure." He chuckles. "Okay.." I smile. "But really, Mike. That's gonna get out in the media.." I say playing in his hair as he lays on my chest. He lifts his head and looks at me. "I know, but I don't care. I wanna tell the whole world. You know the media says crazy stuff about me. People thought I was gay for years." He rolls his eyes. "There's something about you. I can be myself around you..and that's rare." He continued. "I'm glad you can." I said. "You are the love of my life, Jayla." He pressed his lips on mine and it was one of those passionate kisses, like on the plane. He pulls my hips closer to him, rubbing my back underneath my t-shirt and running his hands through my hair. I started pulling off his shirt. Then he lifted my body onto his lap and pulled my shirt off, laying me on my back, pulling off my pants. He trails kisses from my lips to my belly button and stands up. I watch him take off his pants and expose his manhood. My eyes widened. He was so big, bigger than expected. It just made me want him more. He lays his body on mine and slowly pushes inside me. I let out a light moan "Michael..." He stops. "Am I hurting you?" "No." I wrap my arms around his back pulling him closer, wrapping my legs around his waist. "Oh my God, Jay" he moans out. He kisses me biting my bottom lip and starts to stroke faster. I catch his rhythm moving faster pushing into him more and more. I start to feel my body lose control. He pulls out of me and motions me to flip on my stomach. He squeezes my behind and kisses up my back. "I just want to make you feel good baby." he whispered in my ear. I bite my lip and push myself into him again. "I love you so much, Michael." I moan out. "I love you more" he says. My body starts to shake as his begins tighten. He collapses on top of me as I collapse on the bed. He slowly pulls out of me, kissing my neck. I lay on my back to see him smiling. "What?" I ask. "You're beautiful" he says. "I'm so lucky" he adds, rubbing my hair. I scoot closer to him and turn to my side. "You make me so happy, you've been there for me for everything. I have never been so in love with someone, then I am with you." I confess. I grab his chin and kiss him softly. He pulls my naked body close to his and lays his head on the pillow "I love you more." At 12, I couldn't imagine meeting him, now at 20 I couldn't imagine losing him.