How did it get to this !?!

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Sarah's P.O.V
ok so we've tried getting Charles to come to the park for three weeks now!
But Mother Nature has definitely not been on our side on this at all!
I mean first week he couldn't come cause he went to Abu Dhabi with his parents, second week he had a football match, and third week well let's just say Dubai had a massive rainfall!
So mainly I've been in a fake relationship where the other person in the relationship has NO idea, and well it's a lot of guilt and disgust in myself that I've been carrying around, first thing I feel awful for having Charles think I love him when i actually don't, second thing I have been hiding this from my parents, my brother and my cousins which puts more guilt on me and then I'm disgusted in my self on how I actually agreed to this all aghh when did I become so...... Cruel!!
Gosh what am u suppose to do ????

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Hey guys this was just a filter, I'm srry I didn't update for soo long it's just tht for a little but watt pad was blocked in Dubai, so it didn't exactly allow me to post but anyhow in the next two chapters you'll be finding a big shock so plz keep reading
Love you all
Shira

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