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Saturday 2nd July 2022

Nessa's Pov-

Last night I was a mess, I got a request on Instagram and when I opened it, it ruined my mood even more. It was a fucking hate group where they were all chatting shit about me and calling me fat or ugly. It's so annoying how people think that this is okay, they are bullying me they are dickheads. When I got that I just locked my door and lay on my bed the whole night thinking about what they said and even what Jaden said. I mean he did kinda have a point about it being weird but it's not like we are having sex. I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I got in the shower and did something I didn't want to do again I forced myself throw up and then cut myself 8 times, I haven't done that in ages so I'm disappointed in myself. I can't tell my dad because he will just worry about me and I don't like that.

Anyway today is a new day but I have school, the best part of my day. Note that sarcasm. I got dressed into a jacket and shorts they are going to complain about the shorts but like I don't get a fuck. I brush my teeth and wash my face, I put on a little bit of makeup but not a lot I can't be bothered with anything today.

Dad: Ness hurry up you have school in like 20 minutes

Nessa: Yeah yeah I'm coming

I walk down the stairs and my dad gives me some coffee, we get in the car and he drives me to school. I hate it here, I just hate school the only things that are keeping me from dropping out are my 3 best friends. Their triplets, people say that just because they look the same it means they have the same personality but trust me they don't they are all very different but that's what I love about them.

Nick: NESSA BAKER

Nessa: Jesus Nick it's to early for this shit

Nick: I don't think you've had your morning coffee

Matt: Nick shut up

Nick: You guys are so mean to me

Chris: Were not we love you that's why

Nessa: Awh you guys are so adorable

Chris: Nessa shut up

Nessa: I hate you so much

Chris: I love you too

We all have different classes so I just go into mine. It's science and ugh, I also know that this is probably going to be a very long day. I was just in my own head space I didn't like when I was like that cause my head is full of fucked up shit.

Nessa: *Whispering* Oh shit

I've just remembered that I forgot to take my meds this morning. I look through my bags to see if I got any in there but I don't so I just walked out and ran to my locker but that was no use either. How the fuck could I have done this?, why didn't my alarm go off? I grab my phone and call my dad cause he's the only one that could help me or I could just run back to my house.

Dad: Nessa why are you calling me

Nessa: Dad I'm sorry..

Dad: What have you done

Nessa: I forgot to have my medication this morning

Dad: Nessa do you have some in your bag or your locker

Nessa: No I have nothing please come get me

Dad: I'm on my way

Nessa: Thank you