You saved me

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A/N: I know it's the same date as the last chapter the last chapter was timed earlier in the morning this chapter is based in the afternoon 

Friday 5th August 

Nessa's pov-

My eyes are feeling super weak, like I can't open them. When I finally do I'm met with the light fuck that's bright when I get used to it I see that I'm in a hospital bed. What the fuck am I doing here? When I look around I see my dad asleep and then Jaden holding my hand with his head on my stomach, he looks cute. Wait no Nessa he cheated on you, you can't be saying that shit. 

Dad: Nessa baby your awake, I'm going to get the nurse 

When he left I smacked Jaden across the head and he woke up straight away, he saw that I was awake and he looked like he was about to cry. I don't even want to speak to him at the moment I'm pissed at him. 

Jaden: Hey baby are you feeling okay 

Nessa: Don't fucking call me that 

Jaden: Look Ness I'm so sorry I didn't mean to I was drunk and with what I said I didn't mean any of it I promise 

Nessa: Jaden I don't think you get this I do not care that you cheated on me, it's the fact that you recorded us and sent it to her. It could have been anyone but no it was to her the bitch who lied and cheated on you 

Jaden: Baby I'm sorry 

Nessa: No Jaden you can't think I would just forgive you 

Jaden: Okay just know that I will wait for you 

Nessa: Okay but you may be waiting a long time 

Jaden: I don't care I will wait my whole life if I have to 

And with that he got up and left, my dad came back in the room with a nurse. She told me everything that was wrong with me and that I needed to go to this rehab thing which is stupid because I didn't actually mean to do all of this stuff. My dad thinks it's a good idea but he has no clue what my life is like at the moment. I blame all of this on Jaden. 

Nurse: Colson there will be something you need to sign, it's just about if you are allowing her to take things in and Nessa we need you to sign to say that you agree to go 

Dad: Ness I will allow you to have your phone under one condition I want you keep messaging Jaden 

Nessa: What why? The fucker cheated on me I'm not going to keep talking to him

Nurse: Maybe it is best if she doesn't contact him 

Nessa: See she agrees with me 

Nurse: No it's not because of that. I just mean that it's better if she doesn't because he's made her feel like this 

Dad: Okay but you need to text me and stay off social media 

Nessa: I will, I have two questions

Nurse: Go ahead

Nessa: What will I wear and when will I be going 

Nurse: Well there isn't really a dress code so whatever you want but I wouldn't bring any jewellery cause it might get taken off you and you can go in a couple of days

Nessa: So I can still have my birthday party and be here for the wedding 

Dad: Your birthday party yes but the wedding no because we pushed it back for a year 

Nessa: Why 

Dad: There is too much stuff going on in our lives with the baby and my tour so we decided to just push it back it also means that your sister will be part of it and you can take photos with her

Nessa: So it has nothing to do with me because if it does I wouldn't want you to do that 

Dad: No baby it has nothing to do with you 

Nessa: Okay good 

They said I could leave which I was very happy about because hospitals creep me out. When I got into some clothes we went home where I was met with Sabrina and the triplets. I got out and they came and hugged me straight away, the fuckers nearly made me fall over.

Sabrina: Don't ever do that again 

Nick: I agree we've already lost Coop we don't want to be losing you 

Nessa: I'm sorry guys it won't happen again 

Matt: We're just glad your okay 

Sabrina: Ness, Nick were getting ready now 

When we walked upstairs they made me take a shower, when I say it was painful I fucking mean it. After my shower I looked into the mirror and what I saw scared me. Why the fuck did I do this?  

Sabrina: Ness are you okay you've been in there for a long time 

Nessa: Yeah I'm good I'm coming out now 

I walked out of the bathroom with just a towel, Nick comes behind me and smacks my ass before hugging me. The rest of the time we have we just get ready, I'm in this dress which I regret wearing cause you can see everything. God I hope Jaden doesn't come. 

Sabrina: What are you doing about Jaden

Nessa: I don't know all I know is that I'm going to enjoy tonight and tomorrow and then focus on getting better. My dad had to cancel his wedding because of me and he can say it's not but I know it is 

Sabrina: I don't think they would do that 

Nick: Yeah and if they did it because they love you and want to make sure you are feeling 100% better 

Nessa: True 

After about an hour we could hear music coming from downstairs which tells us that the party has started, we walked downstairs and saw there were loads of people here. I walked to find my dad, he was with Megan and he said that I wasn't allowed to drink because of what happened which I understand. I need to see Jaden. No Nessa you are going to enjoy yourself and not think about a stupid boy.

Nessa: Matt come dance with me 

Matt: Ness you know I don't dance 

Nessa: Chris 

Chris: How could I ever say no to you 

Nessa: Ah thank you, I will always love you more 

After about 3 hours of just dancing with all of my friends, I'm so happy tonight I'm not thinking about anyone but myself and it feels great. I go to my dad again and see that he has cake in his hands, everyone gathers around and starts singing happy birthday.

Dad: Happy birthday sweetie 

Nessa: Thank you dad 

The rest of the night is just people taking photos and dancing, some people drinking and there was even a fight but I didn't see them they got kicked out before I could even get there. Nick, Matt, Chris and Sabrina are all staying at my house for a sleepover so when everyone leaves they help pick things up and then we head to sleep.