You saved me

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THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE AND A DRUG DEAL. THIS IS HOW SOME DRUG DEALS GO WHERE I LIVE SO IF IT'S NOT RIGHT FOR YOU THEN YOU KNOW WHY

Tuesday 5th July 2022

Nessa's Pov-

I woke up this morning with bruises all over my legs and wrists, when my dad saw then he put ice on them. Don't know what that is supposed to do but oh well at least he's trying. Megan took my phone away from me last night because she didn't want me to read anything about him or any hate. I had a dream last night about me being raped by him but this time Jaden saved me from him.

My dad had to go to the studio so he asked if Jaden could come round and I did want to see him so I said that he can. When he got here my dad told him what happened and that I'm not really speaking to anyone which he was okay with. When Jaden come upstairs I walked up to him and hugged him.

Nessa: I missed you

Jaden: I missed you too, do you want to watch a movie

Nessa: Actually can we write the lyrics to our song

Jaden: Yeah we can

Nessa: Can I sit on your lap I'm cold

Jaden: Yeah

He sits down and I sit on his lap he gets my notepad and we start to write our song, Jaden makes me feel a certain way and I can't explain it but I like it. He hasn't asked about Josh which I'm thankful for but I want to talk about it to him, I feel like I have to.

Nessa: What did my dad tell you

Jaden: He told me what Josh did to you

Nessa: Yeah

Jaden: Do you want to talk about it or

Nessa: I do and don't at the same time, I know if I talk about it I will burst out crying and I don't want to do that

Jaden: It's okay to cry what happened to you yesterday was traumatising your going to cry about it

Nessa: I don't want him to know that he hurt me

Jaden: He's away now you won't have to see his face every again

Nessa: You know everyone in that house heard me but not one of them helped me

Jaden: What the fuck

Nessa: *Gets a call* Hold on my manger is calling me

PHONE CALL:

Manger- Hello Nessa, I heard about Josh getting arrested I just wanted to ask if you knew why and if you could tweet something about it and how your going to try and get him out

Nessa- Um I won't be tweeting anything like that because the whole reason why he is in there is because he sexual assaulted me last night

Manger- Oh but he is making you go higher in the fame game at the moment so just say that you spoke to Josh and he is doing fine

Nessa- No I won't be doing that, I don't care if he is making me go higher up in the fame game that dude raped me I hope he's not okay, I hope he's in there for the rest of his sad life and I hope he gets what he deserves

Manger- Look I get that your mad about this but think about your fans and the views

Nessa- I don't care about the fucking views I don't give a fucking shit about his. I hope he rots in hell