Euphor / George x alex / angst | COMPLETED

Dirty.

Chapter 1,

TW//homophobia?

~ Third person POV ~

Georges eyes flutter open, as he is woken by the sound of what he can only assume to be his roommate walking towards his room.

*knock knock*

"GEORGE" Alex shouts through the door

"You can come in Alex" George laughs

"We're filming today."

"And that's the whole reason you're out of bed before me isn't it?" George says

"Oi shut up and get ready while I do my intro" Alex says as he leaves the room.

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Alex enters the room where the video is being filmed and sits on his rainbow "internet sensation" sofa.

"Ello everyone I'm Alex and welcome back to another video!"

"In todays video we, will be watching dance moms!" He says

"But before we get into that, I'm not watching it alone? I'm watching it with special guest, George Memeulous!" Alex introduces

Just as Alex finishes talking, George bursts through the door and sits down on the sofa

They're going to be watching dance moms fights while drinking pink gin

(Gordon's pink gin is mid tbh)

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They're about half way through the recording and George can't help but keep zoning out throughout the video.

Him and Alex are sitting on a couch together, on opposite sides but George can't help but just want Alex's head on his shoulder, or to just give him a hug.

He's trying to tell himself he's just touch deprived, but he knows that isn't true.

He doesn't feel like that with anyone else.

He hates himself for feeling that way.

It's not like he's not used to being around gay people,

Alex is literally his roommate.

So why does he feel so bad about it?

But when he was growing up, the message his parents always gave him was :

"Men should only be with women"

"Two people of the same sex should not date"

"It's not natural"

So he can't help but feel dirty about it.

He was thinking about what his family had told him when all of a sudden he was snapped out of his daydream by Alex.

*Clicking in Georges face*

"Helloooo?? Earth to George?" Alex asks, a little concerned.

"Oh sorry I zoned out" George said

"Yeah well pay attention, the Karen's are killing each other" Alex laughed

George let out a fake laugh in response and proceeded to watch the video.

To be fair the video was quite funny, just a load of mums fighting, insulting each other's kids.

After they were done recording George went back to his room.

He sat down to edit the recording he had made the day prior, trying to block out what had just went on in the other room.

But after hours passed, he couldn't stop thinking about it.

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First chapter! I'm excited to write this and hope it at least gets some reads lmao

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