She Who Must Not Be Rejected

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Olivia



She leaned in but failed to meet my lips dahil ibinaling ko ang ulo ko sa ibang dereksyon. I whimpered out of surprised when she grabbed my chin as she turned my head to face her. There's fire in her eyes and I knew that she's not liking my actions.


Humugot ako ng lakas para itulak sya ng bahagya papalayo saakin dahil nahihirapan na akong huminga sa sobrang lapit nya, isa pa, natatakot akong mawalan nanaman ng kontrol.


"Miss Dela Fuente, hindi mo ako pwedeng takutin ng nasa pa mamahay kita. At parang awa mo na wag kang umarteng parang pag mamay-ari mo ako na nabili mo lang kung saan."


She remained intently watching me


"Kahit kailanman, hinding hindi ako pwedeng maging sayo. Dahil sa una't sapul, nakatali ka na sa iba at ayokong matawag na home wrecker"


She chuckled bitterly at the last part


"Stupid as ever, aren't you Miss Beckett?"


Mag sasalita pa sana ako ng biglang naging blanko ang mukha at mga mata nito in a split second na ikina takot ko


"You can never wreck something that's not even built in the first place" she turned to her heel and was walking towards the door


"San ka pupunta?" tanong ko


"Anywhere" maikling sagot nya ng naka talikod parin saakin


"Delikado ng mag drive, sobrang lakas po ng ulan. Patilain nyo na muna po" alalang ani ko sakanya


Nangangatog ang mga tuhod ko, a familiar fear is starting to creep in, a feeling that I have tried suppressing for so long. I can feel my adrenaline sky rocketed when she spoke


"I'll be fine, I'm not gonna die. I'll see you tomorrow"


One word, just one, was enough to send me sobbing. My knees gave up and I fell on the floor bawling my eyes out. It was raining heavily, I felt wet and sticky from the pool of blood I was drenched in


And within seconds, I felt her presence in front of me


"Hey what's wrong?" confusion and worry is evident in her voice


"I lost my biological parents in a car accident. I l-lost t-them" I sobbed, I couldn't stop crying even if I want to.


I have kept this loneliness deep inside of me, I tried living every day of my life tricking myself into thinking that I do not miss them, that I wish it didn't happen.


And now, someone I deeply care about is about to drive under the heavy rain, the massive phobia of losing someone I love, came back.

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