Naging Instant Mommy Ako! (Mommy Series #2)

Chapter 6

Angel's Pov

"Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse
I kept quiet so I could keep you." Pag-umpisang kanta ko ramdam ko ang pagkabigla ng iba dahil bigla akong kumanta. Narinig ko ring pag strum ng isang guitara.

"And ain't it funny
How you ran to her
The second that we called it quits?
And ain't it funny
How you said you were friends?
Now it sure as hell don't look like it"

Sabi mo magkaibigan lang kayo, magpartners sa pagtutugtug, sabi mo best friends lang kayo since elementary, sabi mo long time bff mo lang.

"You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter"

Yeah you really betrayed me, alam kong ginusto at pinili mo to para makasama siya. Minahal naman kita , tinanggap rin kita kahit alam ko ang darkest side mo. Pero pinili mo parin siya.

"It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor"

Ramdam ko ang pagtapik sa balikat ko kaya napadilat ako nakita ko si Gian na may pag alala sa mukha. Tumingin ako sa lahat nakikita kong pag-alala ng mukha at nakita ko rin si Jayvin ang kasama ko sapag strum ng guiatara.

"Now you bring her around
Just to shut me down
Show her off like she's a new trophy"

Naalala ko nung sabi mong magddate tayo pero isang pakiusap lang sayo ni Shanne isasama mo na sa date natin. Tapos yung mga gusto kong bibilhin at kakainin hindi mo ako pinagbigyan kesho magtitipid pero pag si Shanne pinapayagan mo dagdag mo pa na libre mo pa. Unfair.

"And I know if you were true
There's no damn way that you
Could fall in love with somebody that quickly
Ain't it funny
All the twisted games
All the questions you used to avoid?
Ain't it funny?
Remember I brought her up
And you told me I was paranoid"

Alam kong mahal mo ako, hindi kayang magsinungaling at lokohin lalo na nag promise ka sakin. Pero ilang beses ko na kayo nahuli, sinusubukan kong mapapaamin kita pero sinasabihan mo lang ako na paranoid, na maling hinala.

"You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor"

Napapikit ako nang maramdaman ko ang pag agos ng mga luha ko sa pisnge papunta sa leeg ko. Naririnig ko rin ang pagsabay ng kanta ng mga girls. Pero si Gian hinahagod ang likod ko.

"God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you" Panggigil kong kanta nararamdaman kong pagbagsak every strum ko ng strings. Kung alam ko lang ganito ang mangyayari sakin sana hindi nalang kita sinagot.

"When she's sleeping in the bed we made
Don't you dare forget about the way."

Nag-flashback sakin ang nangyari nung 3rd anniversary namin na nakita ko silang magkatabi sa isang higadaan. Ang sakit.. sobrang sakit..

"You betrayed me
'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
You gave me your word
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still
You're still a traitor .." hindi ko mapigilang humagulhol sa iyak at ika sanhi ng pagtigil sa pagguiatara.