Problems.
tw: physical abuse
"I really don't know who to say this. So syempre kayo lang kaibigan ko kaya sa inyo ko muna sasabihin." Mica called us in the group chat dahil may sasabihin daw siyang importante sa amin.
Naging magkakaibigan muli kami. Talagang walang friendship na tuluyang masisira kung may tiwala kayo sa isa't-isa.
Kaya pagkatapos ng mga pagsubok na ito. We're gonna achieve all our dreams. All of it.
"I'm pregnant guys!" She yelled. Sa sobrang gulat namin ay pare-pareho kaming tumili.
"Napakaharot niyo naman. May condom di gumamit!" Pangbibiro ko sa kanila.
"Eh, paano naman! First time ng tatay niyo edi yan, tsaran. Instant baby!" Pagtawa naming lahat.
"Pang-ilang weeks na ba?" Tanong naman ni Akiro.
"5 weeks." She replied at us. Smiling.
"Akala ko nga si Kiro unang manganganak e." Pangbibiro ko.
"Subukan mo talagang bumalik dito sa new york Clea, uubusin ko yang buhok mo!"
"By the way, gwapo ba yung tatay?" Curious kong tanong sa kanya. "Of course naman no. Siya ang kinuhanan ko ng virginity. Tinanong niya pa nga sa akin kung anong gagawin e. Hubo't hubad na nga ako, di pa alam gagawin!" Wika niya kaya hindi ko mapigilan na tumawa.
My friends are now happy, but am I not.
"Ikaw naman, Clea. How's your life in New York?" Mica asked me.
The sudden question hits me. Di pa ako naka move on sa mga nangyari sa New York at ayaw ko pa ring ipa-alam sa kanila ang tunay na nangyari.
"Wala naman, I just missed here. I'm okay naman." I just give them a small smile.
Luckily, they didn't asked for further question. I was clearly scared to tell anyone what I've suffered the past months.
Kaya minabuti ko na lang na isarili iyon. It's my problem anyways.
We talked for a few more minutes before we hanged out the call.
Dahil nagutom ay lumabas muna ako saglit upang pumunta sa isang fast food chain.
I feel something strange while walking, it's like.. someone's following me?
Maybe it was just me, being paranoid.
I ordered my food and waited at my seat to wait for it to serve.
I was eating peacefully when someone entered the place.
He looked at me.... Like nothing happened. Like he did nothing.
My breathing was again becoming hard and my mind can't think properly.
He sit on the next table beside me.
He looked at me playfully before winking. He smirked.
I was still scared of my life.
I just ate silently and waited for the right time to leave the area.
Hawak ko ang phone ko ngayon at tatawagan na sana si Kiro ng bigla niyang hablutin ang phone ko.
"Hi, may I know your name?" He said.
Nangingig ang kamay ko at tangkang kukunin na ang phone ng bigla niya itong basagin sa harap ko.
"Say your name." He commanded. Smirking at me.
Without any hesitation, tumakbo ako palabas ng restaurant. I know mahahabol niya ako kaya ang tinungo kong daan ay ang malapit sa police station.
That was my plan. Run and head towards the area where there's a lot of people before going to the police station.
But that didn't happen.
When I ran outside, a bunch of men was already waiting for me.
Hindi ko sila pinansin at tumakbo nalang agad. Tears was flowing down to my cheeks. I am scared.
Kailangan ko pang mabuhay.
It was no hope. Walang makakatulong sa akin.
Nahuli nila ako ng walang kahirap-hirap.
Sinubukan kong magpumiglas ngunit talagang pulido ang kapit nila sa braso ko.
FLASHBACK
"Alam mo." He started, while hugging my back.
"Ano?" I asked him while watching the movie we we're watching.
"Let's imagine we we're in a situation that only the two of us was in it." He said and I was confused looking at him.
"And why is that?" I asked him. Raising my left brow a little.
"If tayong dalawa lang, and one of us need help, will you help me? If ever?" He asked out of nowhere.
"What kind of question is that!? Of course naman no! Kahit naman hindi mo sabihin, gagawin ko pa rin. Kasi nga mahal kita! Mahal na mahal kit-"
Hindi na niya ako pinatapos at agad na siniil sa isang mainit na halik.
"Tandaan mo, sa oras na nag-iisa ka, ako ang unang lalapit para tulungan ka mahal ko." He winked before laying me at the bed before showering more hot kisses.
"I love you." He replied before sleeping beside me.
END OF FLASHBACK
Hinila nila ako papasok sa loob ng isang puting van, at iisang bagay lang ang naiisip ko.
Iyon ay ang mga pangako niyang sinira ko.
I cried like a kid, being loss in the woods finding her way back home.
"It's nice seeing you again, Clea." Eman smirked before putting me a blindfold and taped my mouth.
Itinali niya rin ang aking mga kamay.
I feel so low. Walang tutulong sa akin, and the only one I have is my shedded tears.
I felt alone.
"You're mine." I can sense darkness in his voice. And with that, I cried again.
His hands are touching my legs possessively and his mouth is at my ear, moaning lightly.
"How I miss inside you, I miss the feeling of your wetness. Fuck! I wanna fuck you right now." He said. While directing his fingers to my sensitive part.
Sinubukan kong gumalaw kaso, hindi na ako makapumiglas pa. He started thrusting his fingers inside me like it's giving me pleasure but hell no.
Once again, I feel disgust at myself.
"We're here now." He said before carrying me at his back like a sack of rice.
I am hopeless. Maybe this is the end. I am tired. I can't fight anymore.
"No one can save you here. Akala mo ba mahal ka pa rin ni Xion?" He said.
Hindi na, hindi na niya ako mahal. He disgust me.
"Malamang hindi." He said before taking off my blindfold.
I was in an abandoned building. It's old, rusty and unused.
"I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry for failing you again."
That night, I was kipnaped.
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