Before And After: HIS SIDE
Xion's Point of View
Super short update. Pov muna ni angkol Xi! See na next chapter muah 😘
It's been a week since my baby died. Clementine, I'm so sorry. It was my fault.
Kung naipaglaban ko lang siya, maybe buhay pa siya ngayon.
And now, I'm fucking engaged to someone who looks like shit.
It was her death anniversary so nilibang ko muna ang sarili. I went to bar, and find myself fucking someone who kinda look like her.
She was pretty. And I know that at one point, mahuhulog din ako. And it happened.
She have some of Clementine's physical appearance. Her hazel eyes, her nose. But they are different in some ways.
Clementine have that soft and unique characteristics while Clea have the strong and playful one.
"Minahal mo lang ba ako dahil siya ang naalala mo sa'kin?" She asked me, crying in pain.
I nodded. Yes I loved her dahil naalala ko si Clementine sa kanya. It was just before I finally confirmed that I have feelings for her already.
She was becoming jealous to any girl na lumalapit sa akin and I found that sweet. Na kahit wala pa kami ay nagseselos na siya.
Pero hindi ko naman sinasagad ang pagpapaselos sa kanya. I don't want to hurt her in any way.
Not until everything happened. Namura ko siya, natulak na bagay na hindi ko kayang gawin sa kanya.
I'm so in loved with her after what I have done to her. She was a precious gem that no one can have, not even me.
I hurt her, emotionally, physically. I was out of my mind. I was the main reason why we lost our unborn child.
I was scared when she left. I even tried to kill myself the night that I made her leave. It was my guilt. I am guilty to myself for doing such things without even hearing her side.
But that was on our past. We all change for the better, and for the best.
"Cancel everything for one month, I'll just need to find something." I commanded at my team.
After what happened, umalis agad si Eman for no reason. Then, I was asking myself if I was played....
Pinaglaruan ako nung isang taong akala kong kaibigan ko. I was fuckin betrayed.
But not her. She loved me until the last.
"We finally have it!" I shouted at full happiness.
She was raped before and we've finally got the justice she deserves. And finally that fucking asshole was in jail.
"I fell out of love." It was like a millions of sharp sword tossing at me at the same time. It was painful.
I didn't know that 5 words can almost kill me that easily.
She did hurt me, but I think that was my karma. I didn't listen to her. Not trusting her. And I might admit that it's almost all my fault.
I will treasure our happy and sad memories until she came back to me.
Which is she did. "Tangina mo Xion, After how many years, Ikaw parin." Hearing her voice again feels like I'm back at my old self.
It was the only happiness I wanted at that time. My business was gaining lower and lower money, I was angry at myself.
Because ever since she left me, I can't work properly. I always think of her. Always her.
We did nasty things in the bathroom and in my room. Wala akong pakialam kung may makaalam man.
She's in love with me, and I'm her lover.
Kaya kahit noong nakaalis na siya ay nakangiti pa rin ako. And this time, alam kong siya na.
I'm serious of her, I love her. And I will continue doing it until my last breath.
His other POV will continue at Epilogue 😘
Clea's Point of View
I was tired, sore but happy. Because finally, after all the years that I waited. He showed his love again to me.
"So you're saying na may nabuntis ako?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong niya sa akin. And I simply nodded.
Noong una ay mukha siyang naguguluhan pero kalaunan ay nagets niya rin.
"Ohh! You're joking baby, you think I would fucking impregnated my cousin?!" He yelled while laughing.
What? So p-pinsan niya pala yun. Napahiya ako doon ha. Tadyakan kita Xion e.
We talked a little bit, chit chats, and it was happier than usual. It was kinda awkward in the start but kaya naman. We can talk informally.
"See you baby." He replied before waved his hands and forming a kiss. I just rolled my eyes at him.
"Ate!" Clementine called me. My heart was beating again. What if's are slowly getting at me. Possibilities na makita niya sa Clementine.
But ikinalma ko ang sarili ko.
"Ate, let's go to the mall!" She giggled like a kid wanting for ice cream.
"Sure, halika na!" I was happy but nervous at the same time.
After 10 minutes ay nasa mall na kami. Papasok na sana kami sa mall ng may biglang matang nakatingin sa amin.
Matang paiyak at matang hindi makapniwala.
Parang naubusan na ako ng lakas. Parang mas gusto ko na lang na mamatay kaysa makita niya ang kapatid ko.
Agad itong lumapit sa akin. Kay Clementine pala.
Sa paglapit niya ay sakit ang aking nadarama.
He sealed her with a kiss and replied:
"C-clemintine, welcome back..." He replied at my sister.
I was completely stunned of what he just did. Kapatid ko pa rin pala ang mahal niya. Damn! I was trapped in his cages again.
Umalis ako sa harap nila. They have their own world, at hindi ako kabilang doon.
Soon enough, he will realize na nagkamali lang siya sa akin. Nagkamali lang.
:)
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