Thursday, January 15th
9am, Us time"Suh yuh really ago just end the relationship just suh Judah?!" Khalil yelled,
I've never seen him this emotional, or better yet this angry before. Mi still a stick to my choice though, because he already made his.
I love khalil, and I dont doubt that he loves me, but I cant do this with him.
This wasnt what we planned for, we planned to build a life together...an honest one.
"Mi already tell yuh fi choose khalil, mi cyah do dis." I replied, about to walk away, but he held on to my arm and spun me around so I would look up at him.
"Judah..." he said, but I never looked up at him, because if I did I would break and just forget everything,
Thats the type of effect he has on me, and he knows that,
but I know what will happen if I stay,
I'll be living Tyra's life all over again,
I'll still feel like i'm trapped.
"Please dont mek this harder than it is khalil." What I said almost sounded like a whisper, while my eyes were literally glued to my feet. I couldnt bring my self to look at him,
"Suh a it dis" He asked...
⏰Alarm goes off⏰
I open my eyes, as my alarm wakes me up. This is the third time since week, i've had this dream. The conversation in the dream never happened, but I keep getting the exact same dream and it always ends the same way.
With me not giving khalil an answer...
I dont know why I keep getting the dream because khalil and I broke up 5 years ago and since then, I havent seen him.
Its not because I cant, but I avoid seeing him.
After we broke up, I immediately accepted the offer to study dance in New york, and since then i've been living here.
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RomanceBook 2 of the 'Broken series' I stared at my reflection, disbelief flooding through me. I swore I'd never go back to him-never again. Yet here I am, right where I said I'd never be. I should've left that life behind, but it keeps dragging me under...