"what does the future hold?" Heartstopper fanfic

Chapter 10: the decision

{Nicks pov}
When me and Charlie got back to my place last night we talked and have finally made the decision on what place we have decided to buy we would have to tell my mum later so that she could help with the down payment. I was so excited to tell her, Me and Charlie would be starting a new chapter of our lives together. I just think it's crazy that I'm finally moving out and Charlie's doing it with me. Most people even if they're in a relationship move out by themselves but me and Charlie are doing it together, which is really surprising a lot of people said that we wouldn't make it because it was our first relationship but look at us we've made it so far and now we're buying a house together well not a house but a flat. I was on my phone waiting for Charlie to wake up which is normally around 10:00. He was lying on top of my chest and I couldn't help myself, I had to ruffle my hands through his hair I don't know I just can't stop doing that it's like an addiction and Charlie's hair is like my Drug and his dimples, his smile,his laugh, his eyes and just everything about him is my drug I'm just addicted to him, Charles Frances spring. I accidentally woke Charlie up and he was so sweaty there was a splotch on my shirt. He mumbled and looked at me so confused. "Where am i?" He asked flopping back onto my chest. "My bed Charles. Cmon we have to talk to my mum about our decision."I rub his back. "Baby can we please say in bed?" He covers the sheets over us. "Sorry babe but I'm afraid not." I put my hands up hoping he would get off me. "You go. I'll saty here forever." He rolls over. That gives me an idea to make him breakfast, nothing big just somthing small and ill tell my mum while I'm downstairs. "Fine you stay here ill be back." I kiss his head. "Thank you." He grabs all the sheets and rolls off me. I walk downstairs and see my mum on her iPad checking emails. "Good morning Nicky!" "Morning mum!" I give her a kiss and start raiding the cubords for somthing not too big. "What you looking for?" She looks up. "Do we have anything small for breakfast?" I ask. "Well we have oatmeal and why you love big portions of food?" " I want to make charlie breakfast while he's still sleep but I want him to actually eat it." I smile grabbing the oatmeal box. "Your such an amazing personality you know that nicky?" She smiles at me. "Oh mum me and charlie made a decision on a place." "Oh really you have to show me I'm so excited for you two!" She claps. "Okay just let me bring the breakfast to charlie and then I'll show you." A few minuets later I was done with the oatmeal and put it in a small bowl. "Hey mum where's the breakfast in bed tray?" I ask looking everywhere. "Under the sink nicky." I look under the sink, pull out the tray,place the oatmeal on it,pour some orange juice and set it on the tray. Mum gets up and walks to the counter and looks at the tray "looks delicious but it needs just one more thing." She smiles. "What?" I ask as I watch her got into the backyard, bring a rose inside, wash it and set in on the tray. "Perfect!" She gushes. "Thanks mum." "No problem hopefully charlie eats it." I grab the trey and make my way upstairs. I get to my room and knock on the door to see if he's awake. "Nick why are you knocking? it's your room?" He laughs. I walk into the room and see him set his phone down. I walk up to the bed and put the tray over his legs. "Nick this is very sweet." He looks at me. "But?" I ask. "But I'm not hungry right now it looks delicious though." His hands start shaking. I hold his hand and look at him "Charlie I want you to eat please I made you a tiny bowl so you won't feel so overwhelmed and if you still do we can share. Would you like that?" He shakes his head yes, I can tell he's still very reluctant so I take a few bites and put the spoon back. "See?" I point to my mouth "you can do it you got this." He looks down at the bowl and his hands start shaking more so I hold onto his hand to make him feel warm. "Take as long as you want I'm here." I reassure him. He then grabs the spoon and takes 2 bites and drops the spoon in the bowl. I look at him and smile but don't celebrate yet because he hasn't chewed. "It's alright char your almost there." He then starts chewing then swallows it. "See I knew you could do it!" He buts his head on my shoulder. "Feel so guilty." He sighs. "For what?" I ask taking more bites of the oatmeal. "Just for eating I want to force it out of me." Tears trickle down his face and onto my shirt. "I don't know why I can't just be normal and eat so you don't have to babysit me, I know your annoyed with having me as a sick boyfriend." Tears are falling faster now. I pull him into a hug. "Char listen to me your not normal because there's no such thing as "normal" everyone is different and your body just works in its own way and that's okay your working hard and your making progress everyday you are alot better then when you were first diagnosed." He sniffles "really?" "Yes! You took bites alot faster then normal! And hey I don't feel like your babysitter, I feel like your boyfriend who's helping you and I'm perfectly fine with helping you because I love you so much and if you don't want to finish it you don't have to I would never force you to eat okay?" I kiss his head. "I'll try the orange juice?" He looks at me and picks up the glass. He takes a sip and kisses me by surprise. "What was that for?" I smirk. "For being here with me all the time and being supportive. " He kisses me again and I fall into it and place my hand on the back of his head. Then the door opens and charlie pushes me off the bed "Hey boys just checking to see if charlie ate" my mum said opening the door. "Nicky are you ok?" She looks at me on the floor. "Yup mum just fine." I get up and sit on the bed. "Since charlie ate can I see the place you guys have chosen now?" She sits next to me on the bed. "Of course!" Charlie pulls put his phone and pulls up the flat and gives the phone to my mom. She looks in amazement and scrolls multiple times. "This place is perfect for you two it's not too big nor too small." She smiles handing back the phone. "I'll pay for you guys and help you with rent the first few months but after that you guys are on you own. Understand?" "Thank you Sarah!" Charlie hugs my mum. "It's no trouble really you two deserve this you boys have came such a long way and I'm happy to help." I join in on the hug. "Well we're going to have to tell kylie we're ready to pay and we have to go furniture shopping." Charlie smiles. "Well I'll leave you boys to it, if you need me I'll be downstairs." Mum gets up and leave the room. Charlie then gets up and calls kylie but I can't hear anything their saying. "Great! See you soon." Charlie says hanging up the phone. "Well she said we can come get the keys at 3:00 because she has other clients at the moment." And he lays ontop of my legs.

♤Charlie's pov♤
"So while we wait can we take a nap I'm tired." I ask nick looking up at him. "Char you just woke up no." I groan and get off his legs. "We could watch a movie though." He smile grabbing his laptop and scooting into the bed and patting down next to him. "What movie?" He asks. "I don't know." "Oh my goshhhh you always say you don't know." He sighs. "Because I dont." I roll my eyes. "Yea and you get mad when I turn on a marvel movie." "Because marvel is just not good." "Yes marvel is the best cinematic universe of its time." "Let's watch something new we always watch the same movies." I snatch the laptop out of him hand. "You have officially lost your movie choosing privlages." I tap his nose and he lays on my shoulder. I go into Disney plus and look for movies. "Disney??" He whines. "Yes I can never watch them at home because tori hates them." "Fine then." He finnaly gives in. "Cinderella?" I ask. "Seen it thousands of times." He rolls his eyes. After a few minutes we both agree on lady and the tramp and nick is gushing over how cute the dogs are. "You know before my parents split I had very distant memories of me and my dad loving this movie and would watch it multiple times just us." I see a tear fall from his eyes. I honestly feel so bad for nick he hasn't see his father since last year and he doesn't see him on the daily. "Do you want to stop watching if so it's fine?" I wipe the tear off his cheek. "No it actually brings me joy I love thos movie still. He kisses me and we go back to watching the movie. Nick then falls asleep on me and I do right after

AN: HEY GUYS SORRY BOUT UPDATES I STARTED SCHOOL SO YEA NEXT CHAPTER IF FOCUSING ON TAO AND ELLE SORRY BOUT THE SPELLING MISTAKES