HELP HELP HELP I AM SO DOWN BAD.
storytime:
last year me and this dude met in spanish class cuz we sat next to eachother.
he had a gf but like fine because I thought I was aroace and I was all like "ahh it's so nice to have a guy friend that im not romantically attracted to"
well that was a lie because by the end of October I was crushing HARD
anyways like we were rlly good friends. he snapped me in the middle of the night randomly sending me a meme on snapchat and thats how we started snapping back and forth.
HE EVEN ASKED FOR MY NUMBER FOR "A PROJECT"
uhm yeah I was a clueless bitch.
anyways time went on, he BROKE UP WITH HIS GF (who was in college btw) and we were still friends.
I would go get coffee like every morning from the coffee shop he worked at because what else would I do to shoot my shot?!?
but like through this all I always felt rlly- connected to him??
LIKE without being too cheesy, something just felt right?
like he was supposed to be in my life.
and maybe it's just me being a simp, but I've never felt this connected to someone.
anyways spanish ended and we became strangers again so thats cool.
he got a new gf who was ALSO about to graduate and is literally like an older version of me.
but yeah.
we still snap and have a streak, so ig there's that.
but today I saw him again for the first time in a while and we made eye contact and UGHHH FUCK IM A SIMP.
like he just feels- right.
idk maybe it's just a "right person wrong time" type thing?
or maybe it's just unrequited love idk
but love is a scary word.
this is all scary.
but I DONT FUCKING KNOW GRRR IM JUST MAD I DIDNT DO MORE GOD DAMNNIT
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shitposting 🪳
Spiritualsomeone take my phone away don't read this it's literally just me going insane kinda depressing in some parts but like others I'm kinda just a fucking weirdo so