GUYS GIYS GUYS I THINK I THINK IM SO DOWN BAD

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HELP HELP HELP I AM SO DOWN BAD.

storytime:

last year me and this dude met in spanish class cuz we sat next to eachother.

he had a gf but like fine because I thought I was aroace and I was all like "ahh it's so nice to have a guy friend that im not romantically attracted to"

well that was a lie because by the end of October I was crushing HARD

anyways like we were rlly good friends. he snapped me in the middle of the night randomly sending me a meme on snapchat and thats how we started snapping back and forth.

HE EVEN ASKED FOR MY NUMBER FOR "A PROJECT"

uhm yeah I was a clueless bitch.

anyways time went on, he BROKE UP WITH HIS GF (who was in college btw) and we were still friends.

I would go get coffee like every morning  from the coffee shop he worked at because what else would I do to shoot my shot?!?

but like through this all I always felt rlly- connected to him??

LIKE without being too cheesy, something just felt right?

like he was supposed to be in my life.

and maybe it's just me being a simp, but I've never felt this connected to someone. 

anyways spanish ended and we became strangers again so thats cool.

he got a new gf who was ALSO about to graduate and is literally like an older version of me.

but yeah.

we still snap and have a streak, so ig there's that.

but today I saw him again for the first time in a while and we made eye contact and UGHHH FUCK IM A SIMP.

like he just feels- right.

idk maybe it's just a "right person wrong time" type thing?

or maybe it's just unrequited love idk

but love is a scary word.

this is all scary.

but I DONT FUCKING KNOW GRRR IM JUST MAD I DIDNT DO MORE GOD DAMNNIT

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